Evelyn^^

My one last post.

2010-08-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

Goodbye, my love..

It's time for me to let go of this blog, the blog that filled all our memories..
Time to let go of all of them now..

You'll never expect Jasmine and I would be this good, that I realised how bad you were to me..
I really cannot believe you told her so much untruth bad things about me..
Whose the one who gets jealous easily ? I'm really at a loss of words..
When we're still together , you sms and sweet talk with her , told her all the untruth stuffs about me..
If we didn't get back in contact , I really didn't know you're such a person..
You wanto look good in front of people..
But I told you before, believe in karma , it happens.
Now I see your true colors.
Basically , you wanted her sympathy right ?
And in front of me , you told me how bad she was and called her with nasty names , make me believe that it's all true..
Why ? Why treat me like a fool ? Why ? Tell me why ..

Now , many of my friends saw you and jy tgt always..
You lied and deny till I have to beg for truth..
You admit that you met up with her and everything..
I thought it were all truth till more of them told me more than what I thought would happened.
So you lied to me because of her , just because you wanted to meet her everyday and spend time?
I can't believe you could go this close with her.
I'm not a sensitive girlf , I'm not typical girls.
I don't mind you having girl friends like you do , but why do you have to lie?
You get it ? The more you lie, the more it shows that you wanto hide something out of it..
Yet you denied and said it was nothing..
All the best for you and her..
Since you two love to do such things behind my back..
So many pair of eyes saw , why ?
Thank God , at least Jasmine is telling me the truth about what's really happening..
Now I know what a person you are..

Jy ? Shameless as her name..
Disappointed is all that I can describe you dear..
She knows you have a girlf , you know you have a girlf , yet both of you don't know how to behave..
HAHAHA. What a joke..

I really understand why telling the truth for you is so hard..
I need to tell you , I only love truth.. Truth is love , Love is truth..
Nothing else ...

Shame on you two , doesn't know how to behave , dumb..
I told you before , girlf only can have one.. Girl-friends can have many..
But you just doesn't wanto open up.. You wanto lie and lie..
You just can't stop lying..

WHY?!

I Love You , only if you learnt how to be truthful to yourself and your love ones :)

Why was I so stupid to believe all your lies ? WHY?
Why was I so stupid to give in to you when I know that you're lying?
Don't you feel guilty to me at all?
You know you were lying all these while over things between you and her, yet because you wanto cover up the lies , you shout , screamed and scolded me for nothing.
You got angry when it was all your fault and you knew you were lying..

Why did you become like this ?
Why did you betray the real love that I've for you ?
I've been treating you so well , with all my heart..
For whatever you want , I let you do it , when did I forbid you ?
I never said no to anything you like.
Neither did I stop you from making girl friends..
Why do you have to do this to me...

Do you know how much you've hurt me ?
How deep was the cut ?
The scar will always be there..
You know ?
The pain just never seemed to cease.

Seize the day..

I need some time to quiet down..
Find me only when you're truthful to yourself..

No point begging me not to go anymore..
It's too late ..
Unless you've changed..
Though till now , you're still telling me how much you love me..
I'm numb to all these pain, I feel nothing anymore..

Nobody would watch drama with me anymore..
Nobody can hug me in his embrace like how he did when I'm cold.
Nobody can do how I taught him to act cute when I'm down.
No more , there's no more of all these..
Until you change..
When will you change ? I see it next to never..
It's easier to be said then done..
Does forgiving really means that you can repeat your mistakes again and again ?

我只想说，我真的受伤了。
我将要闭上我的眼，让你走。
希望你会和她快乐。
竟然你那么想和她在一起，你再也不用骗我了。

再见了，我的爱。
我曾经用我一生来爱的男人。

为什么要辜负我对你的好？

男子汉，一人做事，一人当。
要勇于认错，才会进步。
不要不敢承认。
不是每个人都想我一样，请你懂得珍惜。
虽然她是第三者。

谢谢你，爱过，疼过，也伤过我。
我会坚强的。

伤的痛了，痛的哭了，哭的累了。

2010-07-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

HEYYO !

I'm sooooo bored mansxz !
Currently watching teeveee with my dearest momma..
I love the 10pm show on Channel U :D

Wellsxz, talk about today ..
As usual , work and work..
Went for Orientation in hotel for new full timers :D
Expected , saw my Elieen ! HAHAHAHA.
Okay luh, we are each other's 1st friend in the hotel..
Then we're kinda close now :D:D Will look for each other when we can.. HAHA.
Normally is she look for me luh cause I'm stationed then she's like a bee flying around !
Hopefully she'll get transferred to Reservation side , then can crazysxz with me...
We were crapping all the way during Orientation luhhhhh !
Went for lunch , laugh big time.. She's crazysxz !
She look damn young luh , but 20 this year. HAHAHA. I'm still younger :D:D
She's quite a nice girl , I like. Very friendly :D:D
Get to know her during our interview , same day interview. HAHAHA.
If only we're posted to same dept. ROAR ! Hahahaha.

After lunch , BAD NEWS.
My cb manager so fat still eat so much, now got diarrhea then MC go home -.-
Make me gotta skip my Orientation then go back and help with the sicking Reservation -.-
DULANSXZ TTM !
He sick his problem luh ! Then others can help mah !
Why must make me go back sial , next orientation I swear alone d luh !
F-U-C-K. LOL.
Angry ttm leysxz !

After Orientation, Elieen came to haoliansxz to me ! ROAR ! HAHAHA.
She damn funny , she enjoy being GSA.
I like also sial , can change a lot of shift , the people there also very friendly :D:D
Unlike mine , super UN-FRIENDLY ! HAHAHA.
She's pysco-ing me to change Dept.
We're both in same Dept. [FrontLine Office] but different station -.-
She can transfer and all , I can't ! I only can stationed at my desk -.-
HAHAHA.
Siansxz , thinking about another day of Orientation make me damn siansxz , no company D:

Tmr is FRIDAY !
Baby's coming down to find me , accompany me for lunch..
Love you baby :D:D
Saturday , half day then going to watch DVD with baby..
Baby's aunt lend me one.. HAHAHA.

Kksxz, byebye :D:D
Gna watch teeveeee nao ^^

Peaceout , hey apple :D

容易受伤的女人：）

2010-07-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

HEYYO PEOPLE :D:D

Life have been quite peaceful :)

Didn't want to think so much neither do I want to bother about anything..
Leave it all to God.. No point pondering about anything when it's not going to change.. HAHAHA.

Love the hangouts with my brothers & baby :D

Went KBOX with Baby , Alex & Ahhwee on Monday.
Was great , we had A LOT OF FUN , I swear ! HAHAHA.
Met around 3plus and sang till 7pm.. HAHAHA.
Aftermath was dinner @ Hougang plaza..
Baby & I had western while the two brothers have mix veg.
Ahhwee waste food ! He bought western and wasted the mix veg because it's not nice. HAHAHA.
Talked talked and blahh.. Ahhwee failed his pysco on us and left for Farrer Park.
While Alex cabbed back Bedok :D:D
Aftermath Baby & I went shopping for my working clothes , love my baby :D:D

Today's working day.. BORING TTM !
Hotel isn't supposed to be fun ?! LOL !
Why are my colleagues so unfriendly ?! LOL.
Have to OT everyday luh , I don't like.. But I always run away from OT :D:D

Had dinner with Sist & Momma today , @ Mac'd.
Baby keep pestering me to buy him burger. HAHAHA.

Baby & JCMC is really goood luhhhh.
I miss them so much nao D:

Baby's gna find me for lunch on FRIDAY.. SO SWEET.
GOD , THANKS FOR SUCH A GOOD BOYF :)

Alright , time for bed :D
It's 11.30pm and I need to go for Orientation in Hotel tmr !
Tiring for sure !
I haven't clear my work load luh.. SIAO LIAO LUHSSS ! HAHAHA.

BYEBYE ! 晚安！

PEACEOUT , HEY APPLE :D

SMILES

2010-07-12T05:08:00.000+08:00

Joyi , the girl who will never make me feel inferior ♥Anderyn, the one who never fail to be there ♥
They seemed like they're enjoying my camera ALOT as though it's theirs uh ! HAHAHA.Crazysxz.

Cam-whoring with my smackthat in the toilet ! ♥
Idk which idiot ask me to take such a photo -.- HAHAHA.

Wanyi , the bitch :)

Huimei , after her perming.Look so like a korean ♥

Baby's place :D:D

HEYYO PEOPLE :D

I'm damn pissed off with my MacBook Pro now..
Sickening ! Pro some more -.-
Can't upload memory stick , can't change blog skin , can't view html.
WTH >:(
I'M SO SO SO ANGRY NOW LUH ! URGHS.
Ohyes, it's 4am now & I'm yet to sleep :D:D
I love to stay up late at night , I srsly love night life :)
Especially going out and plus.. HAHAHA.
Finally decided to upload the photos taken with the 11 during my 18th birthday. Lol. HAHAHA.
Dead busy , finally got time luh. Lol.

Must apologise to my lovelyees :D:D:D [Sk friends]
FYI , only SK friends are called lovelyess ♥
The photos are not yet ready.. I'm sorry ! HAHAHA.
You guys better faster update me about whose birthday coming up or if not don't nag at me ! HAHAHA.
ILOVEYOU, PEOPLE ♥

Oh yea, went to point with mummy today :D:D
We walked the whole point till our legs are numbed ! HAHAHA.
Having these setup stores selling all food, HEAVEN :D
Mummy & I were eating NON-STOP ! HAHAHA.
We even bought food home to continue :D:D
We had Laksa , Sharkfin's soup, Roasted duck popiah & Etc. The rest I don't know how to say , chinese food. HAHAHA.
Super nice .. Fun ! Been fucking long since I meet up with mummy for such feast ! HAHAHA.
Then was watson to buy my facial & hands wet tissue..
Momma said I am super mafan because I need to buy 2 different kinda wet tissue.. HAHAHA.
She loves to suan me, Idk why tooo :D:D
She learnt too much from JCMC. HAHAHA.
Then manymany chocolate tooo xD
Bought macadamia nut too, super expensive but worth it luh .. I love macadamia nuts :D:D NOT FROM WATSON -.-
Okay , that's how I spent my dinner time with my momma , how sweet xD
BIG HOLE IN OUR POCKETS TOO. HAHAHAHA.
Then went to meet my sickening boyf for awhile because he insisted ! HAHAHA.

BOREDBOREDBORED !
Gna load the photos soon.. Gotta wait.. So while waiting , shall crap okay ? HAHAHA. LOL.
Because it's still kinda long xD HAHAHAHA.

Working in hotel now , pay is much much higher :)
But am not happy at all..
Know nobody & I tried talking to them , they just didn't bother much..
Well, true enough because they are closer friends & I'm just a new comer..
Siansxz.
But like I've said.. No doubt , I have super good friend & boyf :D
JCMC came down to pey me for lunch on Thursday & Baby came on Friday..
Touched TTM :D
I hate the feeling of being left alone. FUCKING SIANSXZ.
I wished I could change job , seriously..

I FEEL LIKE UPLOADING ANDERYN'S VIDEO ! SHE DANCE SINGLE LADIES XD

Alright , it's 5.10am..
I needa sleep before sist & Momma wakes up.
If not I'll be DEAD !

PEACEOUT , HEY APPLE ♥

Vainpot's 3rd & 4th celebration for her 18th Birthday :D

2010-07-01T15:57:00.001+08:00

26 June 2010

Slept throughout with Baby till 2pm..
Headed over to Mall for our Breakfast cum Lunch @ BBQ Chicken :D:D
I like , baby preferred mine more , heeee.
Home-d to bathe & used my MacBook Pro !
I miss it luuuuuh !
Baby called and hurried me out , ended up at his place again..
Cause gotta upload photos to his aunt's laptop due to the insufficient space in my camera :D
My MacBook too highclass, cannot use -.- HAHAHA.

Then headed over to ZhiHong's FishFarm at around 7plus 8pm.
Met up with my lovelyees ! SO MANY OF THEM !
1st surprise ! I saw ALICIA LEE XUE TING [My Poly bestf!]
Must be Barney's idea :D:D:D THANKS !
Then was jumping around as usual, then I got suan-ed in less than a minute after I reached -.-
GREAT TIME MANSXZ !
Natalie & Bryan was there mansxz ~ Heee.
The BBQ took like years to set up but the process were damn damn fun !
Benjamin is IRRITATING TTM ! He keeps taking my bag running around and swinging it around.
LIKE MY BOYF ISN'T DOING ANYTHING !
Boyfriend was happily chitchatting with my clique & blahblahblah..
The whole celebration was to patch Junjie& Joash up , HAHAHA.
Super funny , at 1st was Darius & Junjie & Baby sitting on the swing, then Joash came..
& all the stupid ideas was up by meeee xD
Then they proceed to play card games & Baby ps me again ! SUCKER !
Then I have to find my ways to blend in with the fuckers who keep suaning me. HAHAHA.
The whole night was "Today your birthday meh ? Today 27 meh ? Go away luh!!"
I was super pathetic loh , nobody acknowledge that I'm the pwincess ! HAHAHHAA
Then was catching up with all my lovelyees about our life & yea ..
My two best malay friends came , HAFIZ & FAIZ !
Come can liao , they still buy cake , TWO HELLO KITTY CAKES LUH !
So damn sweet & nice cansxz :D:D:D
Then the stupid SOONLIANGRONG was saying that's the cake we're gna cut ! ROAR.
I kept asking him , why Gladys never come ? Then his answers were always the same, She say don't wanto see you. _|_, for you LiangRong, HAHAHA.
Proceeded to play card games , soonliangrong came out with this stupid game call 7level*
I can't recall the name & we were really like idiots playing it trying to ignore each other..
I'm the best at sabotaging ! Hafiz , Barney & Darius died in my hands ! HAA !
Rowena& Her boyf, Feressa & Daryn came aftermath..
C'mon, we were super crazysxz back then so totally forgot about the photographs BUT still we took about 80plus photos that day..
BBQ & guys playing around with the stupid fire.
Rowena&co. left , my 2 malay bestf left.. Xinyu , Angel & Samuel came :D:D
No worries , my birthday BBQ has got A LOT OF PEOPLE !
Then was drinking , playing cards& gossiping timeeee :D
Baby & James & Zhihong went to West Plaza for Charcoal & brush..
GUESS WHAT ?! The 3 of them came back with another friend.
Baby bought me a ultimate BIG HELLO KITTY HELIUM GAS BALLOON.
Jaslyn shoot Baby cause she bought it on my 16th HAHAHAHA.

When the clock strikes 12, it's TAN CHEE YEN'S 18TH BIRTHDAY !
The whole lot of them singsangsung the birthday school & got me so touched :D:D:D
The cake was ultimate , BIG , BANANA ! HAHAHAHA.
& It cost $75 /85. EXPENSIVE RIGHT !
No wonder when I reached all of them keep claiming credits that they spent a lot of cash on my birthday. HAHAHA. Joking luh xD Loves to all !
Then was photography session & they were like , bullying me again D:
LiangRong&Barney were trying to make me feel sad and ask the rest to stand behind them as though it's their birthday , TOO BAD ! Jaslyn is the best , scold them xD HAHAHA.
GUESS WHAT , NO KNIFE FOR MY CAKE !
I actually used CHOPSTICK to cut my cake !
The best part was , everyone's quarreling over who should get the bigger cake & all.
Everyone's sharing amongst , you'll know why when I show you the cake.
It isn't small but it's super THICK. HAHAHA.

Aftermath, James&Jaslyn , Baby&I went for FishSpa , super fun :D:D:D
Super ticklish luh ! I was laughing to myself half of the time !
Jaslyn& Baby were trying to scare my fishes away& they succeeded!
Bad Bestf & Bad Boyf ! HAHAHHAA.
Then went back after 45mins to the BBQ PIT.
Then was DRINK , DRANK, DRUNK !
Super funny , played 5-10 with Jaslyn..
She's a bit tipsy already , super funny & she went scolding everyone :D:D:D
Then she suggested to go FishSpa AGAIN !
So we went & 5mins later she wants to go to the toilet , THIS GIRL IS CRAZYSXZ !
Blahblahblah& she went into meeting room to meet the rest while Baby&I were talking to ZhiHong outside.. Then went in together & blah..
See them play game & laughed like shit , till 5am plus..
LEFT & CABBED HOME WITH BABY !

Thank you lovelyees , you guys are the best clique of friends I ever had , the ones who never fail to be there for me when I needed you guys , no matter how many times we quarreled , we're still the closest ! Thanks Baby , Jaslyn , James , Zhihong , Barney , JunJie , LiangRong , Alicia , Rowena& her boyf , Natalie , Bryan , Feressa , Daryn , Benjamin , Melville , Shawn , Joash , Samuel , Yilong , Hafiz , Faiz , Angel& Xinyu.
Thanks for turning up on my 18th Birthday !
Thanks my most most most most important clique of people , who organized my birthday celebration & the money spent , I know it cost a BOMB ! You guys really made my 18th FUCKING wondering :D:D
You know who you are , Thank You very very much , really !
I really enjoyed myself like never before :D:D
Thanks for making it at the FishFarm whereby it's the most memorable and unique place for a celebration :D
& To Zhihong , JunJie & Barney.. On the 28th June 2010 , after my birthday , we went out to slack & when I went to HaoSiang's house, you guys came to find me & apologised because you guys felt that the whole celebration was unsuccessful and you guys owed me an apology.
Silly friends , I really wanto tell you , it was really GREAT ! I really enjoyed & appreciate all the&every single effort you guys put in , it was really successful & you guys really don't owe me an apology.
Because I really enjoyed it & I really believed you guys deserved a -THUMBS UP-
Really lucky ttm to have great friends like you people , happy as ONE :D
Really so memorable & fun , I'M LOVIN' IT !
So lucky to have them with me, friends who shared all times with me , really , THANK YOU :D

The whole night I hear them complaining over the damn same old thing, Guess what ?
From a lot of them , different timing & different people..
: "Why Cheeyen's birthday every year we'll make until so big for her then every time our birthday we never see her around one uh ?"
The same old phrase from I reached till I left , it kept on repeating .. Especially from LiangRong , Barney & Jaslyn !
HAHAHAHA. Ya ,& I made this promised , I'll attend the ones that are ahead luh.. To save myself from being nagged at . HAHAHAHA.

Ohyes , we cam-whored, took photos , my MacBook Pro cannot update so I'll update the photos VERY VERY SOON K :D
Then you'll understand why I enjoyed so much ^^
It really went beyond what I expected , means = WELL DONE :D

TO ANNOUNCED ! :
FOR THE 1ST TIME THROUGHOUT THIS 3 YEARS , MY 1ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION , W/O ME GETTING DRUNK ! HAHAHAHA.
COOL YO !
LOVE IT TTM ! THANK YOU EVERYBODY :D

27 JUNE 2010

CELEBRATION WITH MY FAMILY :D
Aunt came to fetch us around 5pm & we headed over to Bedok , 螃蟹之家 for dinner..
2 ULTIMATE BIG CRABS , one salted & one black pepper :D:D
Had a great time with momma , sist , aunt & cousin.
Super fun ! NICE NICE & Catching up was great :D
Aftermath , headed for KTV @ Princess once again :D:D
Singsangsung till 11plus & home-d :D
Though it's a small celebration , it'd been long since I celebrated my birthday with my family luh :D
LOVES :D

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?!
I GOT 5 CELEBRATION FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY , 2010 JUNE 27 :D
I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH FOR THE 5 CELEBRATION. ZOMG !
THANKS PEOPLE :D:D:D:D

VAINPOT'S 2ND CELEBRATION FOR HER 18TH

2010-06-26T16:38:00.003+08:00

Present from Anderyn Khoo Pei Yan !

Polaroid - Hello Kitty [ LIMITED EDITION]

Cause only sold in Japan ..

I bet she spent really a big hole for this , she didn't go Japan luh of course.

Thanks my precious darling ! :D:D

So sad , after the celebration , Idk when's the next time I could meet you. No longer working together & we stay so far away , I AM SO SAD NAO !

Photos taken by the super cute & nice Polaroid !

Present from Kim & Huimei

Perfumeeee !

I swear , the smell is really nice ! Suits me because I love sweet fragrance :D:D

Thanks darling , I really love the fragrance 9.9/10 !

Heyyo people :D:D

25th June 2010 (:

Good day , not including about work luh :D
Shall just jump into my celebration with BEDOK , THE 11 :D

Baby brought me home to bathe at 7pm after dinner at his place..
The whole preparation was super rush because my stupid baby & cousin is rushing me like !@#$%^&*(!
HAHAHA.
So quickly bathe & make-up. Unfortunately , my fucking new SASA haven't-even-touch fake eye lashes spoilt ! Really sian diao -..-
I was super pekcek luh , I bought 3 of them & it couldn't make it.
Bobian , I used back my old one , DAMN !
Nvm , CHEECHEE still look very nice & vain :D:D:D
Then went out to meet Baby & he lured me to the staircase so I followed stupidly & guess what ?!

My Cousin , Ander & two of my best friends , Joyi & Wanyi were there !
I was shock & they were nagging & complaining that I'm slow & everything.. HAHAHA.

Then cabbed down to Bedok while Baby went home cause he said it's ladies night.. So sweet ^^
In the cab , we were super noisy luh .. Joyi got problem luh , her legs keep having cramps. HAHAHA.
Blahblahblah & as usual , I also provoke them till they BTH :D:D
So , I was being threaten that if I talk some more , they're going put me down in the middle of the road or vomit on me because Ander & Joyi are having car-sick & I heard it as "classic"
& there again , I got scolded for that too , heh !
They call me retarded , so bad ! What kind of childhood friends are you guys uh !

They bought Mac'd & we headed up to KTV @ Cash Studio :D:D:D
Before that , they were trying to trick me to go Multi ALONE , so bad !
Luckily I learnt from my lesson , so sticked to them , all the way & up we went !
Started singing while they have their Mac'd & SERIOUSLY , they're so against me , they say my singing sucks D: HAHAHA.
But well , as you know , I won't care & I continued . HAHAHA. Too bad xD
Some minutes later , Kim & Huimei came along & such .. We started singing & blahblahblah..
WORST ! When it's my turn to sing , they're going for smoke ! BAD BAD BAD !
After my professional nagging , they guaiguai sit down & listen to JIEJIE CHEEYEN sing song xD

Seriously , my childhood friends, they are crazysxz , we really laughed like nobody's business & really had fun.. BUT THEY FUCKING LOVE TO BULLY ME )':

Suddenly , they just started blasting R&B as though we're in clubs !
BAD ! They started dancing BAD ROMANCE & Single Ladies for me :D:D
Really damn sweet I swear , they organized two dance for me mansxz!
It was damn funny ! & Ander was the cutest ! Joyi is always the sexiest ! HAHAHA.
The staffs were walking here & there & saw them dancing , so embarrassing ! HAHAHA.
I wanted to video but I got threatened that they won't dance if I record, BAD.
WORST , they forced me to dance too ! Not 2 songs but 5 songs D: 4 R&B & 1 TECHNO ley !
Sexy Bitch , Toxic , Womanizer , Single Ladies & LOW !
WHALAO , & I solo all the way , so embarrassing !
Ander was really damn high I swear ! She dance Nobody & Sorrysorry herself & we're indeed entertained by her dance [achipalang-cum-kungfu-cum-qinggong-dance].. HAHAHA.
I really had my birthday enjoyed ! Really love & appreciated it ! :D

After KTV , they brought me to Kailim's house outside to slack..
I swear I didn't know there's something behind it because Kailim's house's lights are all off-ed.
Talking to the neighbour as we didn't see each other for long ..
Like I've said , I grow up in Bedok , all my childhood are in Bedok though in my life till now , I only stay in Serangoon & SengKang before ! HAHAHAHA.
The surprise came with the uncle saying "THERE !"
Then they started singing birthday songs for meeeeeee ! xD
So shy, I'm such a shy girllllll ! Heeheee.
Cut cake & we started crapping as usual , lalalalalala :D
I realised I can't say that I'm shy & pretty because whenever I say that, I always got scolded D:

& Of course, WE DID CAM-WHORED TODAY :D:D

Gave Ander a lift & cabbed home around 1am +
Baby's home @ 1am+ , bathed & watch tevee with baby& his dad till 2am.
Off to bed :D:D

Shall upload the photos taken soon because my MacBook Pro can't read the reader , so sad..
Soon luh okayokay ! But I took the prezzies given by them using my Photo Booth , MacBook Pro :D:D
Enjoy !
Thanks Ander , Huimei , Kim , Kailim , Joyi & Wanyi :D:D
Thanks for making my day so wonderful & super fun !
Thanks Ander , Wanyi & Joyi for coming down to SK from Bedok to surprise me..
Thanks baby for everything too :D:D

I'm like so excited about my birthday celebration today @ Zh's Fish Farm !
Whaseh , I really got a lot of celebration sialllllll xD
I am oh-so-excited mansxz :D:D:D

Whalao , also sian luh.. My Birthday celebration going to end soon liaosxz, DAMN!
So fast all celebrated with me , WHALAO !
Nvm , I had 5 birthday celebration this year :D:D:D
Don't envy , if you're nice, you'll have so many celebration like me xD

Peaceout , Hey Apple ^^

Upcoming Events :

18th of June : Dinner with colleague , small advance birthday dinner for me :D
20th of June : Father's day, gna give daddy his prezzie from me :D [filial rightsxz]
23th of June : Celebration at SONG for baby's momma's birthday :D
24th of June : Steamboat at Baby's house for his Momma's birthday :D
25th of June : Celebration with my Bedok 11sisters for MY BIRTHDAY :D
26th of June : Celebration with my SK clique & Baby for MY BIRTHDAY :D
27th of June : MY ACTUAL BIRTH DATE ! Celebration with family :D

VAINPOT'S 1ST CELEBRATION FOR HER 18TH

2010-06-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

HEYYO PEOPLE :D

Guess what ?! I got my 1st 18th celebration today :D:D:D

The story goes like this...
Went for some job interviews in the late afternoon , then to Fareast for my eyelashes glue.
Then rushed over to Baby's place because baby said everyone's waiting for me :D:D
To be more certain , it's a celebration for Baby's mummy birthday ^^
So reached , watched tevee and started our dinner with STEAMBOAT once again :D
This time round , it's really filling & the soup is SUPERB ! :D
I was super full but still feel like eating because the food is really GOOD :D
Then watched teevee and waited for cut cake ceremony ;)
The real exciting part is hereeeee !
They started singing birthday song & I started singing loudly for baby's momma..
Then I got pulled back to sit down by Aunty Lilian..
When I turned over , I SAW TWO CAKES !
So Baby actually went with Cheryl& Aunty Lilian to Icing Room for both his momma&my cake !
GAWD ! I was super touched & I was really surprised..
Aftermath was cut cake time , then prize presentation by them & photo taking session :D:D
I received TONNES of prezzies and I'm really thankful & shy about it luh !
Bought baby's momma a BurBerry Perfume ^^ BurBerry is woman's FAVOURITE :D
Then was Mahjong session with Baby's dad, ahyi & uncle..
Super funn luhhhhh. I like ! (thumbs up !)
Shall upload the photos & let the pictchas do the talking :D:D:D

Present from Baby's Momma&Daddy :D

Thanks Aunty&Uncle for the super expensive necklace from SK :)

Present from Baby's 小舅&舅母:D

Thank Aunty&Uncle, for the super cute Hello Kitty handbag& the super unique & thoughtful DIY ear stud :D

Baby's Aunt DIY a pair of ear Hello Kitty Ear Stud for meeee xD

Baby says he won't carry the bag for me if I ever bring it out D:

But I am so going to bring it out , I DON'T CARE :D

Present from the super cute CHERYL :D

I love her , getting better&better with her . HAHAHA.

Thanks girl for your Spaghetti top :D

I just don't have a black spag top , how thoughtful you are :D

Love you luh :D:D:D

Present from my dearest Baby :D

Ohyes, guess what is this ? This sign means "I LOVE YOU",

That's what Baby told to me , he made one for his momma too but different hand sign.

So his daddy was saying it means "Mummy I want money" HAHAHA.

Super funny !

Thanks baby ! For this lil fat cute hand of yours , I LOVE YOU TOO (:

Present from Baby's grandma :D

Thanks Aunty , for always being so nice to me :D:D

Okay , I cam-whored for awhile with 4 pitchas only luh :D:D

Present from Cousin :D

She went Japan, so bought some for me , not birthday present luh , hahaha.

Surprisingly luh, we don't even talk often & we're not close but she bought things for me..

Woah , thanks cousin :D

A designer pencil case , a red watch & 2 stylish long necklace :D

Present from my colleague @ Weatherford Asia Pacific :D

Thanks Steven , Andrew , Alvin & Bong for the cute lil Casio Baby-G watch :D:D

I LOVE IT !

Present from Zen [my tuition kid]

So sweet right , primary 4 yet so nice. HAHAHA.

Thanks for the HELLO KITTY biscuits.

My overall present ! Heeeee :D:D

Thanks all ! I really appreciate it & love it ttm ! :D:D

LOVE LOVE !

Rock on !

This is a Hello Kitty Ear piece..

Aunt Lilian's friend is actually selling it at $20 , so I bought it.

Because it cannot be found in S'pore cause it's bought in Taiwan so...

I don't have to be afraid of getting something alike with STRANGERS !

It'll be kinda weird , it's not that I don't like luh.. HAHAHA.

I don't own the design so I don't have the right to forbid people from getting it what , right ? :D

But I love to get same things with people I know :D:D

& There again , it's somehow a Limited Edition luh :)

Ohyes , gotta & really MUST blog about yesterday !
Went to SONG for Baby's momma's birthday celebration after my tuition..
Zen gave me prezzie tooo , awww. Touched !
Reached there around 9+ & we started drinking and singing..
Slowly .. Everyone became super high..
& We all started dancing as though we're in the club , super fun. I dance with Baby's brother's God Father :D:D
We really danced like we're in club luhhhhhh ! NICE !
Baby's Momma danced too , hahaha :D
Then was playing 5-10 , they were challenging me then I own them ALL except for one !
One of Baby's momma's friend , she own me , awwww !
& Baby & his brother was drunk -.-
So we all had a hard time bringing them back & entertaining them , esp me ! D:
Luckily Baby's uncle drove ALL of us back. HAHAHA.
The celebration was really damn super high & its filled with quite a number of people :D
I don't know how to describe but we all enjoyed and were super noisy !
Feel really good & enjoyable with baby's family members :D
Like friends like that sometimes ! HAHAHA.

Upcoming Events :

18th of June : Dinner with colleague , small advance birthday dinner for me :D
20th of June : Father's day, gna give daddy his prezzie from me :D [filial rightsxz]
23th of June : Celebration at SONG for baby's momma's birthday :D
24th of June : Steamboat at Baby's house for his Momma's birthday :D
25th of June : Celebration with my Bedok 11sisters for MY BIRTHDAY :D
26th of June : Celebration with my SK clique & Baby for MY BIRTHDAY :D
27th of June : MY ACTUAL BIRTH DATE ! Celebration with family :D

& Last but not least ,
A very big THANK YOU to Baby & his family members for the great time spent together for this one year , it's really nice having you all around , I really appreciate it A LOT :)

Stupid Ander called & asked me to go home after work before meeting the 11sisters because they're not done yet ! Whalao , then they say don't care even though I keep niam-ing. HAHAHA.
Fine , shall go home & make up.
So told them , I don't wanto bathe , they also don't care D:
But I know they are putting in a load of effort trying to make my 18th birthday wonderful :D

Most importantly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY 豪祥的母亲！
Hope she enjoyed herself too , hope you like the perfume :D

Gotta go on bed nao , there's work tomorrow mansxz !
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE !

PeaceOut , Hey Apple :D

vainpot is having great time nao!

2010-06-23T13:45:00.004+08:00

Heyyo people !

Good day ! :D

Was super busy with my blogshop thingy , now I'm finally ALMOST done :D

I wanto slim down luhhhhh !

Ohyes , did I tell you how did daddy reacted when he saw the Father's Day Gift ?!

Me : "Happy Father's Day , dad !"

Dad : "Em , guai"

Me : "Prezzie for you ^^"

Dad : "What is this ? Why you spend this kinda $ ? Wha , sure very expensive ! Where you get the money from ?"

Me : "I starve myself then got the money loh :D Work luh then !"

Dad : "Nonsense ! See luh, ask you study, you don't want. Wha, inside still got $100 uh."

Me : "Expensive hor ? Then you give me back the $100 then you take the set of wallet only luh?"

Dad : "-Grin-, -act blur never hear-, Next time don't spend so much , this brand wallet very expensive!"

Me : " Okay , I promised to study hard & earn big bucks when I enrolled into my desired course next yr luh !"

HAHAHA. Daddy is so cool. He's a very firm & traditional kinda father who don't know how to express his feelings & he only uses hard words but we all know his pattern so yea , we all know he cares and loves us , just that he didn't know how to express it out. HAHAHA.

I know he's touched and glad though he didn't show it out..

I love you dad , :) My dad & brother has the same temper & character ^^

Just happened to pass by Xiaxue's blog and I found out something !

She's so lucky to get the new & smallest DSLR.

I've been eye-ing on new cameras as you all know, I love photography :D

Next time , I may be the one shooting for your wedding dresses and all..

Picking up photography skills when I have some spare cash but top priority nao is my Accountancy Diploma :D

Shall show you how the new small DSLR looks like :

Olympus Pen EP1 DSLR camera

Super chio right !

My friends are all holding the bulky ones , this is damn nice I swear !

I wished I have the cash nao !

Well , shall learn some skills first if not I'll be like wasting money because I simply got no photography sense/skill. HAHAHA.

Well , drop the idea of having a new handphone cause I'm attracted to my new functions in my phone nao :D

All thanks to my phone ! Thanks for giving me problem so that I brought you for repair & now it's updated :D

Ohright, today will be teaching tuition after work , then meet Baby and head down to SONG for his momma's birthday celebration :D:D:D

EXCITED ! He's more excited ! HAHAHAHA. Baby keep saying he wants to sing :D:D

Now , I have cash flow problem , whalao ! Earning and saving hard nao ! Good girl I am :)

No choice , gotta have a good education in the future , time to come !

Gna change job liao , found :) Higher pay too , good environment too !

Upcoming Events :

~~18th of June : Dinner with colleague , small advance birthday dinner for me :D~~
~~20th of June : Father's day, gna give daddy his prezzie from me :D [filial rightsxz]~~
23th of June : Celebration at SONG for baby's momma's birthday :D
24th of June : Steamboat at Baby's house for his Momma's birthday :D
25th of June : Celebration with my Bedok 11sisters for MY BIRTHDAY :D
26th of June : Celebration with my SK clique & Baby for MY BIRTHDAY :D
27th of June : MY ACTUAL BIRTH DATE ! Celebration with family :D

Peaceout , Hey Apple !

It'll be a great day , today :)

vain pot is so bored nao D:

2010-06-21T11:05:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people :D

Yea , currently working :D
Lunch time still long waaaaaaaaaay ! D':
We're like enjoying ourselves and doing our own thing..
Laughters really kill our time , Chuah is really a joker.. Poor Ander gotta entertain him..
Thank God, I don't sit next to him , if not I'll drop dead. HAHAHA.

The fact that people who only talk using their backside , really pisses people off.
Continue with your childish mindset and actions & you'll soon lose good workers like us..
You're alone , against all of us yet you never thought of the causes and why did all these resulted in these shits ?
You never involve yourself as one when there's fault , but all of us will be in deep shit clearing your mess.
Well done (:
Your workers are looking for jobs behind you , why ? Simply because of your bloody damn sucky kinda attitude. You just didn't know how to handle things in a careful & smart way..
You just do it only for your own good didn't spare a thought for your workers & etc..
You thought it would be the best because you stabbed behind scenes & none will know..
To your surprise, we all happened to know about it..
Congratulation, you've been pinned up (:

Upcoming Events :
~~18th of June : Dinner with colleague , small advance birthday dinner for me :D~~
~~20th of June : Father's day, gna give daddy his prezzie from me :D [filial rightsxz]~~
23th of June : Celebration at SONG for baby's momma's birthday :D
24th of June : Steamboat at Baby's house for his Momma's birthday :D
25th of June : Celebration with my Bedok 11sisters for MY BIRTHDAY :D
26th of June : Celebration with my SK clique & Baby for MY BIRTHDAY :D
27th of June : MY ACTUAL BIRTH DATE ! Celebration with family :D

Peaceout , Hey Apple :D

vainpot is having bad tooth ache D':

2010-06-20T00:29:00.001+08:00

Heyyo people..

I'm not gonna talk about today but it isn't a pleasant day afterall.

Let me talk about yesterday..
After work ard 5plus , took 403 at Psr Interchange with Steven , Bong & Ander to Psr Park.
Settled down at Summer Breeze.
Ordered our food & beverage..
I had Escargot for my appetizer while they were waiting..
When the escargot arrived , wanted to trick Steven & Bong to have it together with me but they found out !
Whalao & I was the only one eating while the 3 of them commenting on my food..
Ander is worst , she said it's like bird shit ! Hahaha.
Whalao , all of them don't know how to enjoy food luh.. Escargot is one of the best food on earth mansxz.
Then waited for our main course to come & blahblahblah..
Finished food & I'm done with my Fruit Punch..
They ordered a tower of San Miguel , I only had a mug of it & I conclude, I don't like San Miguel.
I only like Heineken :D
So order two bottles of it while they suffer in San Miguel. HAHAHA.

We played lots of games mansxz.
All Ander & my childhood games luh..
We'll cover the mug with a tissue & tie it down..
Then put a coin in the middle & burn it with their cigarette each time when it comes to our turn..
Till the coin drop , the loser will have to drink the mug with coin & ashes. HAHAHA.
Bong was the victim , followed by me. HAHAHA.
Then was card games like heart attack , cheat , 21 , daidi ..
ZOMG RIGHTS ! We're playing that at public..
Can you imagine Ander is shouting like a crazysxz lady ! HAHAHA. She always does :D
So fun luh.. See the kid in them. Lols.
Around 10.30pm Alvin came & joined us in the games and drinking..
Ordered drinks & blah..
I own Ander in 5-10 , then Steven&Bong were suffering because they're drinking for her.. HAHAHA.
Then we continued everything till 1plus 2am & cabbed home :D
Went over to Bby's place :D Chit chatted with his brother & sister. HAHAHA.

Upcoming Events :

18th of June : Dinner with colleague , small advance birthday dinner for me :D
20th of June : Father's day, gna give daddy his prezzie from me :D [filial rightsxz]
23th of June : Celebration at SONG for baby's momma's birthday :D
24th of June : Steamboat at Baby's house for his Momma's birthday :D
25th of June : Celebration with my Bedok 11sisters for MY BIRTHDAY :D
26th of June : Celebration with my SK clique & Baby for MY BIRTHDAY :D
27th of June : MY ACTUAL BIRTH DATE ! Celebration with family :D

Peaceout , Hey Apple :D

Am gna find some nice drama to watch or I'll sleep nao :D
Nights :D

Vainpot went for facial..

2010-06-16T22:51:00.004+08:00

So family rightsxz :D

Just past our 1 year anniversary , LOVE :D

Heyyo people..

Watching tv and checking on stuffs. HAHAHA.

Went for Facial just now , it was really hell & killing me mansxz !
Now , my face is super swollen and has many many red dots on it D:
Quite satisfied with the work-manship :)
Been to quite a number of facial , never thought of signing package..
This is the 1st time , I sign a package because the service is good & the quality is superb :)
She guaranteed that my pimples will disappear by 3rd treatment , so yea :D
Basically , I already know my face damn jialat just that it isn't obvious but I myself know it.
So sign up for the package for a try.
It was $1200 but now promotion so it's just $698 , 12 treatments..
I think it's good though it's kinda expensive.
If not , after 12th treatment , I'll just go for my sist's treatment :D:D
They gave me good & proven products too :)
WORTH IT MANSXZ. HAHAHA.

Damnsxz , face like swollen pig , tmr sure kena laugh one lohszx D:
I'm kinda tired , eyes closing liao luhhhhhh !
Ander & I are halfway through the webby :D

When sist comes back , I'll be heading over for MuayThai training liaosxz , so many training coming upsxz. Heh.. But I enjoy busy life :D

I know I can do it , Belief (:

& something I want to say !
We called for Mac'd delivery at 12pm & the customer service officer said latest by 1.15pm..
Guess what ? The delivery came at 1.45pm near to 2pm. WTH !
Ander keep pysco Andrew to lodge complain & he did !
So damn xialan I swear how Andrew was !
The customer service officer said , we asked for the delivery at 1pm.
WTH , our lunch time is between 12 to 1pm.. Make sense ? Helloooo -.-
So NOT customer orientated !
Pushing blames don't work luh . lol.
We weren't angry bout the late delivery , but the answer & replies given. Lol.

Peaceout , Hey Apple :D

Upcoming Events :
18th of June : Dinner with colleague , small advance birthday dinner for me :D
20th of June : Father's day, gna give daddy his prezzie from me :D [filial rightsxz]
23th of June : Celebration at SONG for baby's momma's birthday :D
25th of June : Celebration with my Bedok 11sisters for MY BIRTHDAY :D
26th of June : Celebration with my SK clique & Baby for MY BIRTHDAY :D
27th of June : MY ACTUAL BIRTH DATE ! Celebration with family :D

I got a loads of celebrations rightsxz ? Jealous ? Don't be luh xD HAHAHA.

Friends connections big mah ! HAHAHA. Sorry , I am proud of my lovelyees :D

Vainpot is grumbling :D

2010-06-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people !

I'm so bored , lunch time soooooooon !
Andrew suggested that we'll call for Mac'd delivery for lunch today because of the BAD WEATHER D:<
I only wna eat fries ley .. So decided to call for Mac'd Chicken Meal lohsxz. !

Was viewing through my post when I was in secondary 2..
I was like ZOMG ! Super ahlian sial. HAHAHA.
No doubt , Imma good girl nao :D
So funny when I view & think back about my memories with the girls, so fun luh. LOL.

Well well well .. I'm really so bored luh...
Can anyone enlighten me?
Tourism & Hospitality OR Accountancy is better ?
ENLIGHTEN ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ANYONE :D
Hardwork, no problem , I just need a good future & wider field :D

Ander is calling for Mac'd nao but she doesn't know the number and she went PANICKING XD
I was like 67773777 luh ! I never rmbed all these number but suddenly I did..
ZOMG , all my colleagues are talking about World Cup luh , including Ander !
It's exciting , no doubt because the 1st day I was watching it with Baby & his family..
His aunt taught me about some stuffs that Idk about footballs luh. HAHAHA.
I only see my friends play football but I never participated in it..
No doubt my Primary school CCA is Soccer . DON'T LAUGH ! It'd been a joke for my clique when they know about it back then , HEH !

CHEECHEE's birthday is approaching :D:D
BBut baby's momma's birthday is even earlier ! 4 days earlier :D:D
Bought her present long ago liao loh ! Heee.
Baby say his momma ask us to go over SONG for celebration or smth..
Idk ley , all baby say one , I am not sure. HAHAHA.

Starving nao , waiting for my super long Mac'd delivery , HEE.
MUM MUM !

Peaceout, Hey Apple !
Imissmygirls !

Call me , Vain Pot..

2010-06-15T10:15:00.003+08:00

Heyyo people .. HAHAHA.

I'm like super busy but my top manager isn't coming down at all ! He says he'll come down NOW few hours back , but till now , he's still not here yet ! @#$%^&*(!
Gna nag at him later, HAHAHA.

SO, I resulted in blogging :D:D

So bored , now laughing like shit because Andrew bought dog food for Ander's doggy then Alvin thought it was normal snacks, we really laugh till jaw drop mansxz ! HAHAHA.
K , I know it isn't as funny , but if you're here tgt , you'll be laughing like ZOMG ! HAHAHA.

Heyhey , ytd went to meet Jaslyn & Barney at my house downstairs , then Zh came followed by Darius but didn't talk to Darius, he having PMS. Quarrel with girlf ? HAHAHA. Lol.
Chatted with JCMC a lot ytd , she told me tonnes of things , we shared damn lots of things..
I love spending time with her , didn't bother much about ZH & Barney. Hahahaha.
She shocked me with a lot of secrets mansxz. Hahahaha.

I am here to announce and HAOLIAN that Chong Hao Siang & Tan Chee Yen , has been together for 1 YEAR & today's our One year anniversary :D:D
Happy one year baby :D:D
Been really nice having him by my side , thanks for showing me how much you love me & can't do it without me :D Thanks for showing me that she's not in your life , she none of your concern, & Thank God , I forgive you the other time :D
We've been through all ups & downs together , I really hope , we'll still continue by pass all obstacles and stay by each other :)
Your family , too , give me all the warmth and comfort :D:D

We're going to celebrate today :D
& I've retrieve my phone , they change my phone's main data and now its updated with all the new systems , NICE :D Baby's gna get damn jealous because we're using the same phone but he doesn't have the updated ones.. HAHAHA. Too bad baby :D:D

I'm having bad headache & stomach ache , get well soon baby too :D:D
Sist must be enjoying at Taiwan nao , really Jealous ttm !

BAIBAI PEOPLE :D
I'm so bored , I'm still looking for supplier for my shop :D:D

Peaceout , Hey Apple ! :D

2nd post of the day by the vain pot..

2010-06-14T13:07:00.002+08:00

Yes, said that I was super busy , but it's lunch time & my delivery isn't here yet..
So , am gna use this time to blog because I am so bored..
Ander is searching for jobs available , Marco is sleeping , the rest went for 2nd half meeting..
I'm free for the moment because my laoban is out for meeting too :D:D

What do I really expect from my life ? I really didn't know , but I bet I wna earn big bucks with the help of my education..
Everyone around me , close friends who understands me inside out, family that never fails to stand by me , boyfriend who'd shown me how much he loves & can't do it w/o me ...
We share the special bond, we laugh at the same thing, we cry together at situations & debate on arguments..
But no one shares the same prospect of life as me .. We have same interest but we don't have the same goal to achieve in our future , life .. None..
Thinking about it , I ain't afraid to achieve it myself , but will they still be there to celebrate the joyous occasion with me ?
10years down , will we still sit down at void decks or cafe talking about how sucky life, be it school life or working life is ? Will we still share the same dream of working out together as a clique?

I enjoy the company of my family , boyfriend & lovelyees [bestfriends]..
Probably because I am too reliant on them , knowing that no matter what happens, they're always there to solve all kinds of problems with me .. Because I've been through and they were all there , together with me .. They cried with me , they laugh together with me , they objected all sorts of nonsensical ideas I thought, they reprimanded me for all my wrong doings , they bullied me when I'm drunk , when I wanted some time alone , they always hide at a corner secretly looking at me , seeing how am I doing back then.. They were there , every now & then .. They never really left me alone , at the darkness of dim hopes..
I really counted myself lucky , to have a sister who loves me like I'm her only child , my mother who shares all her troubles with me , though my dad & brother aren't in good terms, but they're still dear to me..
To have a boyfriend who made me really mad at him when he did outrageous stuffs behind me , who begged for forgiveness and promised he won't .. The benefit of doubts , allowed me to forgive him & now we're doing well ..
To have bestfriends who were always there , no matter how short/long we've known each other , they're still there , to make me the centre of attention when I'm down.. No matter how much misunderstandings we met in between , they were all forgiving , they took me as their treasure and dote on me like their own sister.. Trying to achieve whatever I want , and give the best to me whenever they can..
I've seen all the efforts , from every single of my them..
People in my life, you guys really played a great role in my life , it wouldn't be this great without you guys, the little effort of making my life better or squeezing the brain juice out to make a smile on my face or even the least , shooting & suaning me till I laugh because it was really awesome & hilarious..
It'd been really nice knowing you guys..

Suddenly, deep down , I felt so sour , heart wrenching to see people fall apart & yet I can do nothing..
I tried , I speak up , I've tried my very best .. I want the best for all of us , because afterall , we're still being seen as ONE.

ONE stands for sharing every single lil things together.. ONE stands for being there for each other when we're down.. ONE stands for sharing all moments together, be it happy or sad.. ONE stands for going through all obstacles together no matter how tough it is ,
copyrighted-CHEECHEE : to everyone in my life..

Through this life , going 18 years of my life , I've made outrageous mistakes, uncountable mistakes , unforgivable mistakes.. I've made great achievements , change people's life into better one, wake idiots up to become a better person in their life.. I've made good friends who stood by me for years , in fact more than 10years too.. I've made enemies who were my best friends , who shared every lil secrets with me before, who possessed my property..

Now , it is a straight fine line.. With no more grudges, knowing that we're strangers once again for my enemies, and knowing that we're the one for each other when dawn rises, for my best friends..

I really don't know why .. How much uncountable good deeds I've done in my previous life , to gain such good friends in life for really being there for me , allowing me to know they'll always be there to listen to my weels&sorrows, to share my happiness & laughters..

& Right here , I'll apologise to anyone that I've offended in the past for my childish act , if I ever slapped you , if I ever screw you with all my words with my cliques , I'm sorry for all the misdeeds and faults and hurts I've brought upon you.. Thinking back , I only have a few enemies who hated me compare to my whole lot of good buddies.. But still , my apology..

I never wna draw a clear line between my friends and boyfriend because both are equally important.. I hope no one would compare where they stand in my heart because you guys all weigh the same in my heart..
I suddenly felt like I have to really thank some people in my life.. So much so that they really did so much for me for the past few years.. Showing that I really didn't take you guys for granted (:

Thank you Anderyn Khoo : For always being the first to show how much you cared and concerned.. Whenever I was about to shed a tear , you would be there to hold me & tell me , you are rushing down to meet me.. No matter where you were , how far and who are you with , you are always trying your best to rush down to meet me to let me have a ease at mind .. No matter how bad I treated you , how I bullied you , how I scream and shout at you , you're still the same to me .. You never doubt me , you never fail to give in to me , I know it but it is just so hard for me to express because I'm just so hard on myself on the outside & you all knows that ... Just now when you saw me blogging , I told you it wasn't referring to you , it was a lie..& you showed me how disappointed and "HURT" you are , I really wna tell you , you're the bitch of my life , one of the best gift God has given to me , to stay with me all these while , for the past 16years going 17years, 5months after I turn 18. HAHAHAHA. You must be wondering why I'm laughing so loudly just now right ? Because I'm typing this .. & You'll be fuming when you see this , the joke between us..

Thank you JCMC : We were best friends since primary 6, whenever you hear about people talking about me be it good or bad , you were always there to speak up for me .. You never fail to stand up for me until secondary 4.. We had a ultimate big misunderstanding ... Tears shed so much for losing a friend like you but I'm really glad we're back as ONE again.. Though we're not as close as before , I know we both are trying very hard to get back like before because you & I have been organising to meet up , love you girl , Thank you for every lil things you've done for me for the past many many years :D

Thank you Barney : We've been good friends for 5years because of Ms Phoon's lesson.. Thank you for being my good buddy :D

Saving the last for the best ...
Thank you CHS : You are the only one who dares to make me flare my angers at you , giving me attitude and showing that you're no wrong when you're in deep shit ! HAHAHA. Life have been better after I met you , it was great.. Thanks for making the effort to change and giving me more spaces. Thank you , & because of your effort , I am able to update myself to my friends & I'm updated about them.. I LOVE YOU BABY (:

Definitely , not forgetting , WangJunjie, NatalieGXY , RowenaNYL, & my super girls, 11sistas :D

TThough I don't know what is my definition of me typing this post , I just feel like typing it & so it resulted in this LONG post & I'm sorry if this is ridiculous & boring.. HAHAHA.
My appreciations to all my love ones in my life and the ones who hated me , I love you all :D

CHEECHEE IS SO BUSY TODAY D:

2010-06-14T10:19:00.001+08:00

Heyyo people :D:D

Good day, Morning :D:D

Currently at work, chatting happily with Ander , thought it would be a FREE day because Andrew & co. went for meeting for the whole morning , then I'll be free from all transaction.
But my top manager came down to look for meeee.
Ask me help to do the catalogue maintenance, lead time. WHALAO !
That time procurement management say not urgent ask me take my time , now top management say very urgent , asap , would be better to finish by today , MEANS MUST OT LIAO D:
I was still thinking of gg to collect my phone today , heh heh heh !

Ohyes, have been spending my time everyday at baby's place watching hi my sweetheart , super fun , can chiong drama with baby. HAHAHA.
Had supper with his family ! So funny luh, love spending time with them..
Especially Cheryl , she is so funny & cuteeeeeeeeeeee ! HAHAHA.
Okay luh, getting better & comfortable to joke with his family nowadays , like closer :D:D:D

I'm planning to go Taiwan soon , earning sufficient money :D:D
My blogshop is opening ! Waiting for my stupid Ander to do my webbie for me , SLOW GIRL ! HAHAHA. Must patronize uh ! HAHAHA.
She's my biatch luh , super nice to meee .HAHAHA.
Everyone around me is so nice to me , contented :D:D
Sist is out at Taiwan enjoying nao , happy holiday darling :D:D:D
Sist gotta be low profile , bobian , she is famous personale mah. HAHAHA.
ENVY HER LUH , BAM !

Sorry JCMC, didn't go slack with you guys last night , I was feeling unwell the day before loh , when baby & I went to buy bubble tea for family :D:D
Will meet up with you soon darling :D

I am having stomache ache nao ! PAINPAIN !

Busy cheechee is gna chiong my catalogue price list nao ! BUSY BUSY !
Will reply texts & tags late okay :D:D

Keep me updated about your stuffs lovelyeeees. LOVES

Stupid Ander is beside me surfing net because Andrew is not around to give her work to do , I ENVY HER, HAHAHAHA. I got so much to do luh, sian ! Kill you xD

Peace out , HEY APPLE :D

CHEECHEE IS SO BORED :D

2010-06-11T13:53:00.003+08:00

HEYYO PEOPLE :D

Had lunch at Loyang Point with colleague , Vincent Tang invited me to his church on sunday !
Should I ? Since I have been wanting to go back to God's embrace..
I really wished I can , considering , I want to commit , I really do (:

Currently working , as usual , nothing to do..
Done with my purchasing order & work order as well as transfer & etc..
Like when it's busy , I'll be super busy then needa OT but when it's not , I can rot like an apple. HEY APPLE ^^
I'm like bored ttm nao , singing like nobody's business.
Keep kena suan by Chuah [MELODY] HAHAHA.
Sickening , I'm like doing NOTHING !
Alvin half day, Anderyn is out at office doing COO.
So little goods delivery today , bored ttm :x
Bong is irritating me with the loud music playing at Alvin's desktop covering mine ! !@#$%^&*!

Ohyes, anyone keen to help me with the website for my blogshop ? Pleaseeee xD
I know definitely there'll be a kind soul helping me , but who D:
I don't mind anyone , even if you dislike or hate me , if we're enemies..
I forgive & forget anyone& anything respectively, hahahaha.
I'll appreciate luh , I won't use people luh. HAHAHA.
LOL , I AM JUST BORED..

I'm so sad to hear all these from her.
She told me all that are happening , I was so shocked.
What's happening to the society ?
Where are all the thoughts sparing for others ?
You may sound really pitiful to her & others..
Have you thought of how she'll feel when she sees that ?
She would be more hurt than anyone.. She won't feel happy at all..
She didn't wna hurt anyone, neither does she has a cruel personality..
She just wanted her happiness , she didn't mean to hurt you.
So much for your saying , she felt so sad & hurt for & by you , respectively..
Don't say such a thing , if you don't feel anymore..
Because now, she's the one gg through , your words are as discouraging as the actions from those words..
What's happening to the world, I feel it ...
I ain't a good girlfriend too , but I am doing my best :) Like my baby ^^v

Peace Out , Hey Apple ! :D

PWINCESS IS SUFFERING MUCH ! {edited}

2010-06-10T20:39:00.004+08:00

When we were just a few months old, many months back..

When we're still in CVSS. HAHAHA.

HEYYO PEOPLE ! :D

I'm currently over at baby's placeeeee. HAHAHAA.
Went Dhouby for a Movie , A-TEAM.
It was awesome though I fell asleep at the beginning part ONLY :D
Had dinner at HongKong Cafe , bad boyf ! Made me eat curry chicken rice when I'm having Sore Throat !
Baby's disturbing me nao ! I'm gna kill him now !

Sist's gg Taiwan this coming weekend, jealous D:

Our 1 year anniversary is coming ... ZOMG ! How fast :D:D

Pwincess is not feeling well.. Sore throat is killing me ! Flu is otw !
My primary school clique are super turned off by my PWINCESS thingy ! HAHAHA.
Who ask them to guailan me 1st ! HAHAHA.

BABY & I CAM-WHORED TODAY :D
Will upload it soon because baby's netbook can't upload, lousy.. HEE. Joking luh :D:D

Shall talk about baby's birthday nao because he's ironing his shirt [my maid] and I am so bored. HAHAHA.
Met up with Cheryl & Baby at Point , had Sakae Sushi..
Baby thought he was a super baby , he could finish everything so he kept ordering ...
It was funny and irritating. End up Baby can't finish it & he was forcing Cheryl&I to finish it.
At the end, we resorted to tabao-ing. HAHAHA.
Went Emi's Cake for Brownie Addiction , I swear its the nicest fudge brownie I've ever tasted it..
Couldn't get the big one cause no stock, so got the 6" one only , sad.
Then went back home , when its time to cut cake , it was my suffering period !
Baby took out the cake & his Aunt& Uncle were like , Wha , so "BIG" & "Heavy" ah !
Then keep suaning me all the way , trying to be sarcastic but they were all joking luh.
So funny & we ALL laughed till our JAW DROP ! HAWHAW.
I love being with his family , always make me laugh non-stop , esp with his Aunt. HAHAHA.
Then it's presentation time , took photos & such , cut cake & eat..
As usual , I GOT SHOOT AGAIN !
Until later on , then stop , poor CHEECHEE. HAHAHA.
But I had fun , & will upload the photos soon cause baby's netbook took quite awhile :D:D

So fun during baby's birthday..
We were having super bad quarrels before his birthday then talk things out till now we're damn close & good.. Now no more quarrels, better than being .. He becomes more understanding & it's not only me whose saying that.. JCMC says "Haosiang getting cool-er, I like !"
See baby, it's good :D:D:D Loveya :D:D

Zhihong called me & got lashed by me because he mistaken JCMC, I was angry, but everything is fine.. He still can ask me help him tabao ciggarette. HAHAHA. Idiotic..

I'm waiting for my baby still..

4 more days , 2hrs plus more .. To Baby & my ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY..
So fast loh , & a few more weeks to CHEECHEE PWINCESS's BIRTHDAY..
That's what everyone has been waiting for right... HAHAHA.
I'm glad so many are excited bout my birthday , LIKE COOL ONLY :D

Like I've said, CHEECHEE is a lovable girl , that's why so many people dote on her mahsxz. HAHA.
I'm gna get suan by cliques again when I meet them , poorthing D:

CIAO PEOPLE , I'm gna do my blogshop thingy liaosxz.

Peace Out , HEY APPLE :D

My maid is back from ironing ! HAHAHA. He stole my lozenges! Bad boyf , bad maid ! HAHAHA.
He'll kill me if he sees this xD

PWINCESS IS SICK D:

2010-06-10T11:32:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody !

Because the Pwincess is sick D:

Life's starting to get cool nowadays..
Realised so many friends cared , saw Samuel actually said I'll be part of his life , I'm so glad & touched as well..
You could nvr expect friends like this , long but not close , to actually say these..
The smile in the heart , I am unable to express it out ..
My Bangb asked me out cause it'd been long since we catch up , this little actions they did , you may see it as nth but to me, it is smth , real touching..
Because they were my best friends & now still are .. (:

Met up with Jaslyn & barney that day , saw Rowena, Fer, CK & Zion..
Actually planned to talk about pwincess's bday at the later part but they ended up bullying me..
Long story , but most unforgivable is ZION SEET ! ANGRY ! RUDE ! Hahahahaa.

Ohyea, I am really sick. Zzz. Pain in my throat as well as my head. RUDE !

Baby's nice , I love him.. As long as he doesn't cheat on my feelings & lie like before ..
Be truthful will do , & I really dislike those super thick skin kinda people , HAHAHAHAA.
It's a dirty lil secrets between me & JCMC..

THE PWINCESS BDAY IS COMING ...

Are you excited ? Normally people are excited for my bday when I don't.. This time I AM so will they still ? HAHAHAHA. I really wonder..

Rowena calls me a party girl cause I love clubbing! But it'd been super long ..
Mehmeh called ytd to go clubbing with them , I DIDN'T !
WAS ALREADY SICK. HEH..

Will tell you guys more about my Bby's birthday when I comes back later :D:D:D

CIAO !

2010-06-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

I really love those times spending with them, really uptown girls mansxz..

Life like this , is good enough ...

Just had a chat with my girlf..

Fuck , I am having the feeling I had the other time .. If this is gna happen to me again , sorry , you ought to get out of my life & be back no more...

Now, burning inside me, top blowing , better don't agitate me ...

Not gna say the reason why , but I am just in a super bad mood now..

So, don't let me catch or see anything that irritates me ..

Behave is all I can say ...

In life , you can't be greedy..

Choose one , because greedy people will NEVER EVER succeed.

Focus career , choose 1.

Sidelines, choose 1.

Family, choose 1.

FUCK , Girlfriend also choose 1 luh -.-

Don't flirt ard because you'll nvr know when's the next time you'll get karma back by your girlf flirting ard with others..

I've seen so many , so better treat your girlf well , don't make her suffer or cry..

You wna get into r/s, be responsible ...

Flirt ard , can , after break up.. Don't flirt when you're in a r/s.

Because you shall mark my words , she'll flirt back and you won't know what to do..

If she gives you a chance to change , change ..

This shows that she didn't wna flirt behind you , so cherish her , fucker..

Guys sometimes really , what's so good abt flirting when you have a girlf ?

What your girlf can't give you ? If that's the case , find other girls..

Never flirt , you'll truly regret it & when you've lost it after once , she'll NEVER be back by your side AGAIN , NEVER.

Mark my words , trust me..

Don't do dishonest stuffs behind your partner's back fuckers -.-

& I wna say.. Love her ? Continue & change , treat her better..

If you still wna chat & flirt with girls , I REALLY SUGGEST YOU TWO TO BREAK UP..

Look at the positive side , break up isn't a bad thing either ...

You both will gain back freedom , won't bother about each other anymore ...

You'll get to know more friends , focus on things more because times for each other has gone..

As well , have a clear break if that's the case ...

& NEVER threaten , it's really stupid & childish , don't force too.

If not , you're a jerk to do that because you simply don't know what's love & respect ..

I'll tell you ...

Love is smth you'll feel happy whenever the one you love is happy.. If the one you love is happy & decided to leave you , you would let her go because you love her , you want her to be happy..

& Respect , don't ever force her to do things she doesn't want..

You'll make her feel like leaving you more..

Both are my friends , I don't wna say much .. This is my advice..

Of course I still wish you two will last , because you both make a sweet item :D

Girl , cheer up :D I understand how you feel ... I was there once , but I didn't flirt back of course but I won't give anymore chances , because I believe in KARMA..

I won't flirt because I know someone else will cheat him IF he's flirting still...

LOVELOVE , CHEER UP MY DARLING :D

Byebye , I'm gg off ..

Still burning inside me..

Half day at work :D

2010-06-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

Today is a half day for me.
All thanks to my stupid phone ! Suddenly LOW BATTERY !

I just uploaded the "QUOTE OF THE DAY" for self motivation :D
Then I'll feel motivated towards my goals every day when I look at it..
Good for all my loyal readers too ..
Then you guys could get some motivation as well ^^

BYEBYE !
Back to work ..
Today's work load is drowing me as well , pile up like a mountain ! HAHAHAH.

LOVEYA ! :D

Healthy Lifestyle..

2010-05-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

Heyya !

Ohyea , I'm leading a healthy lifestyle these days :D:D

Jogging on days when I am free , go for MuayThai & working :D:D
These 3 activities will definitely cut my fats down and make me healthier :D:D

Tmr's Kimmy smackthat's Birthday !
Gotta give her a bottle of perfume :D:D Nice nice okay !
Just that I got TOO MANY perfumes liao so I can't use it..
It's brand new , just bought ! Nvr use before ! Don't think too much ^^

Work @ LOS , interview @ PH & celebration @ Bedok :D:D
So many programmes coming up mansxz.
It's killing me , but still same old words , JUNE IS THE MONTH WORTH OF CELEBRATION ^^

I wanted to meet up with my lovelyees & ask them to help me think of smth & blah blah blah..
I cannot say here ^^ SECRET :D
Very impt ley & I am out of idea , I want it super nice & good one :D:D:D
But seemed like , I needa sacrifice to meet them on the weekends , esp the guys.. URGHS.

As usual , I am gna tell you smth again ..
The VAINPOT is gna put on mask soon & aftermath will re-do her nail polish...
I AM A VAIN POT , neh ni neh ni neh neh ^^

BYEBYE :D:D

Another HAPPY DAY !

2010-05-30T23:34:00.005+08:00

We were as one...

Heyya people :D

TELL YOU SMTH AMAZING ! ^^ I WENT RUNNING WITH MY BOYF YESTERDAY !

That was hilarious ! We pulled each other to run at the end.. HAHAHA.

Slimming down plan , SUCCEEDING ^^

Just got home from Aunt's place after visiting my super cuteeeee grandma :D

Gwad , she'd lost a lot of weight , heart broken D:

& I Miss Her A LOAD !

Went over to Aunt's place at around 3plus & Aunt fetch me over to Newton to see my Cousin's Muaythai lesson..

So damn tough mansxz.. Here I am complaining & tmr I'll be going for MuayThai at my own MuayThai school. HAHAHA.

Used Aunt's lappy for awhile , had dinner & played cards with Grandma , Aunts & Momma..

& cabbed home with MOMMA :D:D

There's school for my boyf & fellow lovelyees.

There's hell for me tmr @ LOS.

New manager , heard from Andrew, she's very aggressive.. damn it !

Hopefully I'll be able to get along with her , if not , SHE DIE ! HAHAHA. Lol , crap -.-

Shall put on my new fake lashes , teeeheeee. Been super long since I put on fake lashes.

Baby's gna screw me up I SWEAR ! HAHAHAHA.

I am gna put on my mask before I turn in , heeee. This is me ! JCMC calls me a VAIN POT !

Whalao , damn sad , my best friend calls me a VAIN POT ! HAHAHAHA.

Yea , I very scared of pores clot & blackheads luh.. Pimples are the disaster !

Vain pot's gna tell you what's gna happen tmr :D:D:D

Vain pot's gna meet her sist @ Dhouby tmr & go for MuayThai lesson tmr :D:D:D

LIKE ZOMG ! I am really going for MuayThai already , ZOMG !

I am like having most of my dreams coming true :D:D:D

Dynamic , stubborn but AMBITIOUS ^^

That's all , I don't wna say anything else...

VAIN POT IS GNA PUT ON HER MASK& SLEEP NAO ! ^^

OHYEA, VAIN POT wants to announce something luh !

16 more days to Chong Haosiang& Tan Cheeyen's ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY ! ^^

He's damn excited & now , I am getting to be excited tooo ^^

& June is really a month for celebration yo !

His birthday , My birthday & Our anniversary...

What's more to be happy about ?

JUNE IS THE MONTH WORTH FOR CELEBRATION YO !

再见！爱美婆要去做面膜了！ :D:D:D

女人是应该宠宠自己的啦！

Another dream coming true...

2010-05-29T16:35:00.000+08:00

Call me silly or stubborn..
I am just this ambitious , I will do anything for what I really want..

One of my wishes since the beginning of this year is to open blog shop. At first, was really worried about the cash flow and having to take risk. After much consideration , decided to give it a try , at least I could know the outcome rather than not trying and always thinking that I'll not succeed.
Yea , this is me .. So stubborn but ambitious..

Momma told me not to go for MuayThai anymore yesterday because she saw people dying with light kicks on their head.. Well , this is fate .. With light kicks on their death point, that's it.. But nah, it didn't stop me from going to Muay Thai.. As I've mentioned , it's my passion .. I won't give up, just like this..
If everything may leads to death and everyone is afraid of death , who will be the next successor ?

I am so happy now :D I am rlly rlly gna open my own blog shop !
Gna save as much as I can now..
Budget is very important , to prevent risk of losing money..
Good way to save = NO SMOKING ! & NO GAMBLING !
People, wna save money ? Then don't smoke already loh.. Shall start telling all my lovelyees ^^
But drinking still okay luh , once in awhile.. Because it's my past time too (:

Gotta go visit grandma tonight or tmr, either one luh.. I miss her (:

I know I am filial xD HAHAHA.

Ohyea, All the best Andrew for the marathon later (:

Gna pack my damn room again ! Yesterday didn't go for bbq because momma was nagging at me for my messy room so was being forced to stay home and pack !
Now , still not done yet ! So, have to complete it by today before momma's gna skin me alive D:
So poor thing right ... HAHAHA.
Gna go jogging with Haosiang later (: [depending on what time I finishes my packing]

BYEBYE = HELLO TO ROOM D: (tears)

What future has in stored ? {edited}

2010-05-28T17:42:00.002+08:00

I like this background which Ander took for me.. Jeff spoiled my whole photo !

The mixture of clouds gave out this color , the feeling of mine..

The mixture of trees grew in the same soil but grow to become of different kinds.

I'd comprehend that all the pain before , exist for this very moment..
This moment that I see hope in life , in things that I want to do now & in the future..

Got to thanks all the people around me , encouraging me upteen times telling me not to give up & so.
Yes , as time goes by , I know which arena I want to work in. As time goes by, I know I am getting nearer and nearer to my goals as well as passion..

Passion needs money too but it isn't gna bring me down though it's expensive..
I will work , for how tough it takes , I will earn the money for myself to be able to do what I want.

I really dislike it when I want to work hard and go for smth I want , one would pour wet blanket and says all sorts of things. I dislike it when one isn't supportive about my decision..
It's my life , do give advice but if I am determined to do what I want , don't ever pour wet blanket , this only make me grow to hate you more (: Be more supportive , I'll appreciate it..

Ohyea , gotten my new running shoe.. Gna start running once my mense is over..
My master is Andrew Tham.. Will run with him once or twice a week.
Besides that , my partner is Chong.. He wants to run too. But only 2 of us..

I am really otw to slimming down & get fit (:

Decided , some days when I didn't work over time , I would take MRT to Bedok with Ander & I shall go to gym & mummy will be gg to Ander's hse which is my granny's place. So when my mummy's there , I will go for gym then by the time I finish my gym , they're gg home too. Then can come fetch me home mahhhh.
Smart rights xD I know.. Teeeheeeee.
But won't be going everyday luh , some days only luh..

Just came up with this decision , hopefully no one will discourage me or stop me.
I just enjoy my life being this way , deciding what I want to do and nobody's gna stop me from doing all these.. Spending sufficient time with each individual & myself..
I really love this kinda life.. Doing what I rlly want and feel contented about it as long as nobody will stop me or moan about it. HAHAHA.
Because this is my life , you can't have the say . That's what bro taught me (:

Someone asked me , what's revenge..
I didn't know how to answer that because I hate that word..
So I simply answer "it's a very childish form of action"
Then she smiled & said "I agree."
I wondered , is she feeling the same as I am ? Is she thinking the same as I am ?

Ohyea , last but not least, I got masks & fake eye lashes from SASA today.. Spent $41++. Super expensive but worth it because momma will be using it then we could spend time again.. Heeee. Money doesn't matter (: I mean the mask luh.. HAHAHA.

I just remember gotta go class bbq ltr , like ZOMG ! HAHAHA.

I am still wondering , is this fate ?

Life's like a road..

2010-05-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people !

Grr , I am super busy now. Piled up with tonnes of purchasing orders to reverse..
But I rlly enjoy my time working here with all the loving colleagues I have.
It's lunch time & I haven't taken any food yet ! Still doing my reversal.
Waiting for my roasted chicken to come, no salad for me today (:

Meanwhile, decided to spend some time on my blogger ^^

Definitely, I miss Multimedia & Animation sooooo much !
I miss my stupid girl , ALICIA LEE XUE TING !
The crazysxz girl who was my 1st & best friend in MMA.
Now , we're still bestfs (: Sharing a lot of lil secrets :D

Sorry , decided to leave.. Because I wna pursue my dream..
Work now , because I am gna save up for next yr's expenses..
No worries for that , because I AM A VERY DETERMINED PERSON (:
Nth will lead me astray.. I am determined to work hard now & enjoy in the future..
I am sure to get into a business course next year..
I will soar , just , be proud of me (:
I know, many people may look down on me esp my relatives because I am wasting another year despite I am in Normal Academic.
But I know, it's okay.. No matter how many years I wasted/spent compared to others, hard work is the most important thing..
Doesn't mean later is worst.. I am convinced about me staying back one more year & go for the course I want.. Because in real life & that's reality , I am a slow learner (:
Time doesn't give you everything .. But time allow someone to learn.. From mistakes & become better if one wants to (:

Just thank God, He gave me a chance to meet my Poly Year 1 classmates who are super crazysxz & fun to mix around with (:

Hopefully , I will get into the course I want but by hook or by crook , I will get myself into a business school (:

Peaceout , ^^v

I wondered, was that fate ?

Another tiring day ..

2010-05-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people ^^

I'm waiting for my JCMC to help me with my blogskin.
I just hate to use blogger because Idk how to find a nice blogskin that satisfy me.
Livejournal had been better , a pity I couldn't access to it at co.

My eyes are closing , super dried up contact lenses..
Am gna wear my glasses tmr , my eyes need to breathe ! HAHAHA.

Will I be able to sleep now ? Will I be able to wake up tmr ? & Will I be late tmr ?
HAHAHA. I am gg crazysxz !

My sist is crazysxz ! She's trying to irritate me and she did ! Because I'm surfing the net & there she is talking to me w/o me paying attention ! HAHAHA.
My brother came back today !
HAHAHA. He came back to get his hair dyed ! Idiotic.
We're having family discussion ! HAHAHAHA.

My cramp is killing me mansxz ! But my tooth is giving me hell ! HAHAHA.
I am a problematic child , agree ? I know you don't ! hahaha.

Alright , am gna turn in soon (:
Tired already , tmr still needa teach tuition = HELL -.-
Busy & tiring day mansxz ! HAHAHA.

NIGHTS LOVELYEES , PEACE OUT !

CHEECHEE !

2010-05-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

大家好！

我现在要去准备一下然后就出去了喔。
头好痛，有点晕，习惯就好啦。
从小就每天头痛。
我的眼睛好肿喔。

家里有点暗，我要快出门！哈哈哈。

我去准备了喔，再见！

明天还要去打篮球呢！看在很久没陪他们的分上，我才去的喔。我很好吧？
哈哈哈哈！

爱你，
齐缘。

CHEECHEE !

2010-05-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

It's Thursday , this holy day , I made my decision about my future , that is it.

Don't pounder about it anymore D: D:

Ohyes ! The passion that I have for , the dream that I always wanted has come true ^^
Tmr I've got MuayThai Trial ! If I get it , I'll be the happiest woman on earth ^^
Mummy's gg with me because I am under 21 & sist is not free tmr !

Tmr they're gna celebrate Huimei& Guojie's birthday, Idk I could make it or not.
It's like damn near for them & damn far for me -.-
Will see tmr bah.. Hopefully I'll be able to go loh..

But tmr my MuayThai is gna end late mansxz ! COOL !
ZOMG , I can't believe it , I am pursuing my dream & interest..
Instructor said I'll decide whether I wna go MuayThai or MMA (multi martial arts) not Multimedia & Animation luh! HAHAHA.

I'm dying of hunger now , momma's out to buy dinner for me ! Heee.
Love my momma the most , she's a thumbsup mother ! Dad just went out , busy busy !
Luckily momma bought snacks , which could possibly kill my hunger for AWHILE only ^^

MUAYTHAI ! Finally , I am so happy people ! I am actually doing something that I really really yearn for since years..
Am not gg to cousin's MuayThai school , I am gg for a better one ^^ The international one. HEE.
EXCITED ! Hopefully I'll do well & then , I will be able to go for competitions ^^

Not gg back to my old MuayThai class because it'd been years since I went & because of studies I keep stopping , not very nice luh. Now , I am more free ^^

Stay tune & I'll update you guys about my MuayThai tmr !

BUAISXZ !

CHEECHEE !

2010-05-18T00:47:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEEPOS !

Ohyea, went shopping with Aunt , Sist & Momma.

Shop till our legs nearly break luh , sist got the most today !

I DIDN'T D: I only got 2 tops , a pair of sneaker & 2 tubes -.- HAHAHAHA.

I got RED SNEAKER ! Aunt was complaining that my sist & my feet are super small.

HAHAHA & yea , I look like santa claus with the sneakers ^^

Sist left for Jazz dance in the night & saw my cousin , Jian Wen.

So aunt asked him to join us for dinner @ Teppanyaki ^^

SUPER FULL ! It's the 2nd time I'm having Lobster in this week , HAHAHA.

Mummy says I am enjoying rich people's life but will stuffer when I start working D:

NOT TRUE ! I have been working , I know it's tough & I only spend money once awhile xD

Agree ? Heeeee !

Sist pulled me with her to plaza after she came back from dance class.

I BOUGHT 2 BOXES OF ICE CREAMS XD

Zomg, gotta help my sist with her markings ! HAHAHA.

Actually not luh , just helping out to count the words because I do not have to wake up as early as her so I shall be a kind soul & helpful sister since she's always so nice to me ^^

I just got scolded by mummy ):

Because I just bought a Canvas on Friday & just 3days later , I bought a sneaker..

My room is flooded with all my shoes & flips !

Luckily I didn't but any flips today if not I'll will be hung ! HAHAHA.

Almost got my DKNY perfume but it's not the smell D: SIGH...

It's okay , I still got my Incanto Heaven & Shine ^^

Sist bought Incanto Heaven for herself too because she's in love with my perfume ^^

No doubt , my taste is good ! Heeeee.

ZOMG , it's 12.46am already , I gotta go do the word counts of the summary NOW !^^

Tmr will be a good day , a fresh new start for me to work towards my goal in life !

People will be so excited to see me after their lunch time ^^

PEACEOUT ^^v

CHEECHEE !

2010-05-17T04:42:00.000+08:00

Heyyo peopleeee !

It's 4.16am now & I am blogging ^^

Can't sleep , having a lot of thoughts right now..
Friendships , Relationships , Kinships , Partnerships & so on..
Whose gna be there & say "A penny for your thoughts ?"
My dears & lovelyees are all asleep..

Viewed my livejournal & saw my childish ambition with Jaslyn , we actually made a deal to go for design course, HAHAHA. & I actually made it w/o knowing but to realised , my ambition in sec1 was nvr one of my choices now , after sec5. HAHAHA.

I miss their company, those fun times hanging out , under my block & at my house.
The naive & true friends hanging together gossiping & laughing at each other's wrong/silly doings..
Thank God, we still meet up though it's really hard to compromise our time for each & every one of us.
Those that are studying , studies.. Those that are working , works.
At least , we made the effort to hang out or catch up online..
STILL , CVSS IS THE BEST (:
I love my 2C'06 & 5C'09 !
When we're still growing up , we stand up for each other. When we're fighting , juggling & struggling with our work during our N's & O's levels , we helped out each other..
The friendship that you can never find , the true friends you can never meet again outside..

Ohyea, went KBox with boyf just now.. Was great until smth stupid thing happened , but nonetheless , it was alright (:
I bet he didn't remember that it was our 11th monthsary on the 15th May, Saturday..
Definitely the 1st time he didn't wished me or even mentioned about it..
But nvm , I mean , who will still care about the time being tgt after so long.. HAHAHA.

Life is still great , still gotta live on WELL !
Definitely I know , it's the uphill now , but I will never give up !
Because my lovelyees & family members are always here !
People I will never stop thanking throughout my whole life for being there for me , ALWAYS..
Dad , Momma , Sist , Bro , Daryl Bro , Cousy , Jaslyn , Barney , Junjie , Natalie , Rowena & last but not least , my Boyf.
I may not contact you guys as much , but you know , I am always here whenever you need me (:

Found the motivation of my life by the lyrics of songs , the determination that stood strong enough for me to make the greatest decision for my future that I do not have & cannot afford to regret..
只要用心来打拼，一定唱出一个名。

感谢那些骗过我的人，因为我学会了面对。
感谢那些抛弃我的人，因为我学会了独立。
感谢那些讨厌我的人，因为我学会了改变。
感谢那些推倒我的人，因为我学会了站起。
感谢那些捣乱我的人，因为我学会了阵定。
感谢那些看摔我的人，因为我学会了争取。
我真心要感谢的人是那些从没离开过我的人，因为你们让我看见了，我的明天。

我难过因为，你看见的只是你的不快乐，但你没想过我的害怕。
但，我还爱你（：

Blahblahblah , tonnes of talking , hahaha.
Gna do my mask & have my beauty sleep now ! Nights loves !

2010-05-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

This photo was taken when my lecture asked us to take a photo using our Mac for introduction in my webpage & this is the kinda face I gave xD

I feel weird taking a formal photo in front of all my classmates & NONE of us , had a formal one I guess. HAHAHA.

Hey guys..

Its an tiring week mansxz.
Had Hip Hop class with my sist ytd @ Parkmall.
Before that, we went for steam bath. So funny.
Before gym, we had dinner together and gossiped.
Yea, sisters do have times tgt gossiping about others alright. HAHAHA.
Home-d around 10plus , missed our favourite show ! HAHAHAHA.

The muscle cramps are filling me >:[

YAY ! Later I'm gg to meet my bestf ! Finally get to meet up with her..
Ytd I whined at her for awhile because she need to go off early..
Thank God I'm still somebody in her eyes if not whining won't help ! HAHAHA.
I Love Her ttm okay ! Spending time with her is always the thing I wna do !
Super hilarious ! HAHAHA.
We're gg on shopping spree later !

TOWN TOWN TOWN.
I ain't a rich kid but I love spending money..
I rlly wonder how much hundreds am I gna spend again , today -.-

BYEBYE PEOPLE !

I NEED TO SLIM DOWN ^^

2010-05-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

My very first , attempt ...

Hey guys ..

Rotting is bad ! I've promised momma to pack up my room and start painting it before next week ^^
What is my life becoming to be like mansxz , i really wonder . ROAR.
I rlly dislike people who are damn rude , including my boyf -.-
I wouldn't blow my top at anyone unless the person is rude & doesn't know his/her limit. Lol.

Autumn's Concerto is damn nicesxz -.- I love it ^^ HAHAHAHA.

I wna skype ! Super long didn't go on skype with my mates ! HAHAHA.

BYEBYE PEOPLE !

I'm gg off to meet the most irritating human on earth, Chong Haosiang NOW !
He's pestering me luh ! Lol.

Peace out , Loves (:

2010-05-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

Jennifer , Me , ALXueting , Penguin , Jordan & Linus.

HEYYO PEOPLE !

Am gg down to NgeeAnn Polytechnic tmr to find my lecture AGUS.
HAHAHA. Prolly my mates know what I'm laughing at. Lol.
Miss them tonnes ! TTM ! Esp. my crazysxz partner ALXueting ! D:
OHYEA, We just love to cam-whore with our lappies !
Prolly every poly students does that ! HAHAHA. This is call NORMAL XD

Sometimes , new friends you met , worth more than old friends. HAHAHA.
I'm just saying luh but I am not gg into putting myself into this. Lol.

Finally , got myself an answer , got my stand.
See my goal and achieving it soon !

Anyone wna help me with my blogskin ? I want a simple one ! HAHAHA.

She'd changed. Prolly becoming more and more easily offended kinda person.. She wants thing to go in her way .. She prolly doesn't like people to do things she doesn't like but she's doing the same thing.. She could talk cock now and talk about blahblahblah but hello , when you come to it, you're gna do it the same way.. This is part and parcel of life ! I'm sure ! Just , you haven't been through it because you're yet to achieve till here.. Soon , I really mean it.. Don't get so easily offended , I am getting to dislike you more & more with your sucked up attitude and "thinks you're always right" thinking. So what if you're loud ? It doesn't mean you're somebody. HELLO , wake up..
Why do you have the mindset that people can't offend you but you & your fking words can be so offensive to people ? WTH.
Thank God, I don't get to meet up with you OFTEN. LOL. It's a kind of Misery.. Lol.

Tomorrow - Meeting Lecture Agus , Cousin Ivan's birthday , Gg Gym with Sist.
Friday - Meeting Jaslyn , Juncui's birthday
Saturday - Xinyi's birthday
Sunday - Cousin Priscilla's birthday.
URGHS, SO MANY BIRTHDAY !
Was still talking to Jaslyn about my birthday.. Lol.
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HEYHEYYOUYOU!

2010-05-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

Urgh, This is irritating me, IDK HOW TO USE BLOGGER XD

Anw, posted photos that cam-whored over at Baby's place that night with his cousin, Jaydon & sister, Cheryl ^^

Super funny , Jaydon had a picture trying to show his chest ! HAHAHA.

Some photos were deleted because of the weird distort.

Sit back and Enjoy ! ^^

Ohyea, met up with my secondary school idiots that day for Iron Man2 !
Had a great and long chat with my bestf JCMC.
Celebrated Momma's day & had dinner at UpperSerangoonRd.
Had Lobster Porridge which was SUPERB !
Ordered a lot of food , super nice luh xD
Damn full though ! HAHAHA.
Bought smth like birdnest for Momma , Aunt & my lovely granny ^^

Last but not least , I AM ANGRY !
Sist actually agreed with me for working for this year and next yr's intake.
Yea , both of us were worried bout not being able to get into a government school.
But , I really don't see the point in hanging in my course because I am just a BURDEN -.-
I really don't believe I can do well..
Why force ? I really really don't understand..
I'm not study kinda girl , I am not prepare to try things out and waste my time..

我希望你能了解，我和你不同。

CHEECHEE !

2010-05-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

Life is in a mess right NOW !

I am at a loss of words , speechless.
Ya , you don't know what's wrong with me & Idk what's wrong with you..
Prolly , we're at a distant right now.
Gradually , I live my own life..
Choosing what I want in life , achieving my goals.
We're gna step on different stepping stone..
Outrageous , your answer is super rude.

Problems , after problems.
I just wna settle down in my studies..
I wna decide what course I wna go into and what should I do next.
Thinking about should I take up management classes and so on & fore.
Nothing else will be the priority besides this.
So , I really cannot be bothered with all these anymore..
You're enjoying in your course , I ain't.
I ain't enjoying my course work because it's really too tough for my understanding.. I love my classmates but I still gotta leave , because I wna achieve something better in live. I didn't stay because of them..
So you won't understand the agony in me. The kind of urge to change into a better course or more of my preference.

Just mark my words , I kept quiet isn't because I didn't mind nor I don't know.
Just , don't push your luck..

不要把错全怪在我头上。
不要的纯进尺。
So what if I started tagging and using facebook ? Does it mean that YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW ?
You doing things out of revenge ?
You're still like the past.
Since you said you're gg to change until now , when ?

我只想说，路是人走出来的。
不要怪人，想一想，为什么会发生？

CHEECHEE !

2010-04-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

Heyyo people !

I'm here to do my work ! :@
BUSY BUSY ! :(

OHYEA , WE CAM-WHORED IN CLASS AND THEATRE AGAIN TODAY ! ^^

Linus said there's A LOAD of reports to do D: DAMN SHIT D:

Heyheyyouyou !
Today might be my last day , it may not be , I really don't know..
My classmates make me super don't feel like changing course D:
But my interest is like not here ! But I just don't feel like wasting years again D:
HOW PEOPLE ? ! ROAR !

Nvm , let me think about it again..

Shall elaborate about my school days yesterday and today..

Yesterday

School started at 2pm yesterday , rushed to school and met Eugene at Clementi MRT because we needa go to Student Service for our thingy , my withdraw form , his edusave or smth , idk -.- HAHAHA.

Then rushed for tutorial , had 2DD , learned about design and every thing. ROAR.

I am quite interested xD

Classmates were looking at me when lecturer say about course is tough & blah blah blah ...

School ended around 5plus 6pm , then went with classmates to Mac'd for awhile.

Aftermath , Alicia , Eugene , Jordan and I went to take bus..

Eugene and I had same bus , then trained to Tamp while he alighted at IDK where. HAHA.

I am not kpo about his whereabout mah. HAHAHA. Lol.

Taught Zen til 9 then bus-ed home, saw Ahyi ^^

Today

I was nearly late because my phone got no battery then I have no choice but to call Chong to exchange battery because his class starts later , thanks love ^^

Rushed to Clementi MRT to meet Eugene and his friend , Idk how to spell his name ? Lol.

He was like a ganchiong spider ? Lol.

Rushed to take bus to school and WE WERE NOT LATE !

In fact , we were earlier loh idiot ^^

Lessons on Digital Photography and it was really fun xD I LOVE IT ^^

Then was lunch and then performance !

We performed our singing and so , super nervous ! ZZZ..

Then watched the rest of the classes until 5plus and accompanied Alicia for her 3DO camp shirt.

Went out with her and accompany her for awhile due to some reasons.

Hope you'd feel better my dear girl ^^ I'm here okay !

Then saw Barney and Linus..

Barney took bus & Mrt with me to Tamp while I went for tuition and he went to meet Samuel & co.

Then cabbed home aftermath..

THAT'S ALL FOR THE DAYS IN SCHOOL..

Tmr momma wants me to go visit Ahma.
Sunday they're gna celebrate Andrew's birthday.
BUSY BUSY , I AM NOT DONE WITH MY REPORTS AND ALL D:
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CHEECHEE !

2010-04-28T10:12:00.001+08:00

HEYYO people ^^
There's pictures today ! AT THE BACK^^

Having a bad headache !

Been rather stressed up lately.. Is my plan gna work out well ? I really wonder..
Reapply next yr ? Get into private school ?
Ohmygoodness , I'm screwed !
I prolly won't wna enroll into the same year as that bitch , but I HAVE NO CHOICE !
Because I rather waste a year for my desired course than to cont. and not do well..
Sigh .. Life is full of ups and downs , what is more to come ?
Thank you very much , for always being there for me , dear (:
Sist is quite supportive also , for once , I dare to open up to her..
Because I believe she has the right to know how I am thinking right now..
I've decided , if I study private , I will save up myself and study with my own money..
I can't possibly rely on my sist forever right ? Sigh..
If only I am born a rich girl. Heh. Nvm, I am rather contented with my life now , with people around me ^^

Sunday :
Went 313 with my old friends ! HAHAHA.
Bought a NewUrbanMale backpack which cost me $129. Barney bought a bag too ^^
Gosh , I think what mummy said was true , I am becoming to be very spendthrift D:
Recently , have been spending money like over hundreds dollar minimum D:
THIS IS BAD ! But I used my own hard earn money okay ! So , feel better ^^

I love my classmates, almost all of them. HAHAHA. We love to cam-whore ! HAHAHA.
Shall upload some photos ^^

This girl is call , ALICIA , she's my bestf in MMA ^^

Take a look at how crazysxz we were during breaktimes and LECTURE ! :@

No pay attention ^^
CAM-WHORED with our MacBook Pro ! ^^

Thinking that we're flying ?

swimming ?

This is Jennifer , HAHAHA. Normal , not as crazysxz as ALICIA ^^

This is my crazysxz partner , ALICIA and the idiot behind is call LINUS ^^

Look at how crazysxz is she ! [arrow down]

The girls , in my class. LOL.

That crazyszx girl BITE my BUN ! :@

CHEECHEE !

2010-04-21T21:02:00.004+08:00

Just had a chat with my lovelyeeee whom I haven't meet up with them for uber long ! ^^

SUMMARIZED ones..

Ben : Can we meet up on weekends ? I miss your scoldings and you.

Me : Can , I wna buy bag , you plan you tell me.

Ben : Okay , anything , watch movie after that..

Me : Call people along !

Alex : Pui Eh ! Long time no see ! Meet up with me ley. Can talk talk.

Me : Sure , waiting for you..

Alex : Okay , call you later..

Me : BYE ! Don't later luh , when want meet then call luh.

Alex : Go sing K ley.

Me : When ?

Alex : Asap la

Me : Haiya , you decide then tell me luh !

JUNJIE : BANGBANG !

ME : BANGBANG !

That's how usual -.-

Kenny was prompting me ! Sorry Melville , I haven't go school with you before ! Hahahaha.

I SAW BANBAN TODAY! SAABAN i mean , super cute xD

Am chatting online with my classmates , I am gna die of anger soon ! HAHAHA

This piece ..

Credits :

www.artisticphotographybrisbane.com

Actually happened to pass by this site and saw this super artistic photograph.

In life , there are so many things that people do want to achieve.

In life , there are so many impossibles that people want to make it possible.

In life , there are so many next to impossible yet there will still be someone who could achieve the YES.

Very much , I am taking up the specialized in photography skills because I very much love taking photo graphs..

Remorseful to be , it's just the 3rd day of school ..

And I realized , I am already struggling with certain things at work..

It's just the 3rd day and yet , I am prompting myself with the same old question AGAIN AND AGAIN..

"Why the hell did I ended up in the fucking shit course?"
It didn't prompt me just for fun , it was for real , this time ...

Who could tell me the answer ?

Why ? Because I got HOD of art before ? So I am eligible ?

But the lecturers aren't teaching us how to draw nor doing 3D.

It's all about surfing the net to check library stuffs and so on..

About copy rights and there .. Reflections about talks as well..

Where the hell did the drawing part gone too ?

I really really dislike using the MacBook Pro ALL THE TIME.

I want to DRAW ! I am passionate about drawing and only drawing..

I really wonder .. Should I ? Change another course ? Would it result to a better outcome ?

My interest for MMA is really already DEAD D: I'm sorry t say that.

It's true ! LOL.

Back to it , besides having lecture and tutorial , my classmates are quite nice to hang out with..

Yestersday

Short day ! 1pm to 5pm :D

Had Interdisciplinary Studies [ IS ]

I wasn't in the same class as Alicia and Jennifer , sad case..

Went to class alone , nobody I know D:

But then , I met this super uber crazysxz girl , she's Jessica..

She's super funny and adorable I can say ^^

IS was fun , Lecture Edwind actually brought us out to open spaces to train us to speak up louder & such..

Super humid I swear , overall the lesson was COOL !

Though I got sabotaged by the Lecturer and one of the guys -.-

I will take revenge ^^
Lecture Edwind is super THICK SKIN , he always claimed that he's handsome.. -faints-

Today

School at 9am..

It's a long day I swear !

Boring about surfing the net to check the books availability in the library , LAME RIGHT ?! -.-

So Alicia and I were cam-whoring all the way and we laugh like idiots , NON-STOP !

Then was lunch time @ 12pm.

Canteen 3 , SUSHI ! ^^

Done with our connected Emails and MeL , blah blah blah..

Went back to our theatre for a talk by Martin Tan..

He's a joker , I swear.. Very funny !

He make us do some activities to know about our future ! HAHAHA.

Wna know ? Ask me more about it ^^

2pm was back to tutorial classroom !

Need to do some reflection on what Martin Tan said earlier..

Suppose to pair up with Alicia but Esther came along -.- zzz.

So I didn't wna pair up with a stranger guy sitting beside me so I was like ..

"Linus ! Come pair with me ley ! You no partner hor ? "

HAHAHA. It was rather bad luh , but I don't like to pair with people I don't know..

A bit regret to pair up with Linus luh , he's super irritating luh !

Our lecturer's pronunciation has a little problem and no doubt it sounded funny xD

And I was imitating the lecturer and laughing all the way with Alicia..

I regretted doing it to Linus because he disturb me back and when I ask him to shut up , he was like ..

"Whose the one who started !"

Stupid idiot ! HAHAHA . But he's definitely fun to hang out with though he's REAL IRRITATING ! ^^

He's kind enough to guide me when I am lost luh, Thanks kpo !

That's about today ...

I really loved photography..
I really loved drawings..
But I never loved to wait to draw..
And the things that we're learning now , I am struggling..
I can't get it right , either..
How ? Someone enlighten me pleaseeeee ?
I wished , I was given another chance to choose another course D:
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CHEECHEE !

2010-04-19T18:42:00.001+08:00

Heyyo people ! ^^

Poly life started today.. But unfortunately , I didn't attend.
Was suspecting myself to have a little fever and cough was coming along.
Went home around 4plus and I slept the day throughout on bed.
Trying hard to overcome the pain and everything and hoping I'll recover because school is just next day.
This morning momma came to me and told me not to go to school cause she said I look super pale.

So I slept throughout again, and she brought me to my family clinic , to consult the doctor.
I told doctor I think I have on & off fever and he took my temperature for me , I saw his face , I was shock tooo.
My temperature was 39.1 degreeC ley !
He was like "don't play around , this is dangerous and high.."
Then he said I had throat infection but my lungs are clear ^^
Of course my lungs are clear ! HAHAHAHA.

Then was telling doctor that my migraine is getting worst each time it attacks..
He was saying my migraine is running about kind, zzz.
Hopefully the medicine he gave me will help in easing the attack (:

Tmr school is 1pm to 5pm.
I am gna rest early today ! Because tmr it is a must to go to school , that's what Alicia told me.
Though the doctor gave me 2days MC , I still ought to go for school tmr D:
So many medicine loh , I even got myself confused luh. 6 different kinds of medicine ley !
$52 D: A BIG BIG HOLE ! HEH D:

Jennifer is having her IS in the morning while Yvonne , Alicia and I are having our IS in the afternoon.
I am excited about school though ! I haven't recovered D:
Today I missed out quite a number of things ley ! Heh !

Jennifer just told me to wear the s&w shirt tmr for IS module , it's a MUST ._.

CHEECHEE !

2010-04-15T01:07:00.001+08:00

It isn't complete w/o you dear ...

HAPPY 10th monthsary dear !
Blink blink , it'd been 10months. Through the ups and downs.
Am happy to have you , glad that you're still here..

Anyway , it's my last day today!
I haven't gotten any sleep yet. & I prolly can't even fall asleep D:
Heart seemed like it's cracking into pieces, the first time I'm feeling this..
I feel like weeping luhhhhhhh ! Lol.
I didn't even feel this way when FMV was about to demolish.
Urghs , my heart is really turning sour D:
BAD BAD BAD !
I'm so gna miss them though. Heh !
How I wish I could stay back for a longer while ! Heh D:

Currently busy doing their cards , didn't intend to sleep though eyes are closing..
I don't want time to pass so quickly tmr , pleaseeeeeee ):

BYEBYE, weatherford asia pacific ):

In these 5months , I've really learnt a lot from you guys.
So much , that only actions can say.
It was tough to live through these 5months but I made it through.
We aren't just normal passers-by.
We're fated to meet my dears (:

Will come back to blog about it later in the night..
Gna go celebrate and have dinner with dear for our 10th monthsary and my resignation..
15th is the date with both sadness and happiness D:
Imissyouguys !
Back to do my cards aye.

After Sharifah , Clarine and now it's me , my turn to leave ):

CHEECHEE !

2010-04-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

Candid of Jaz , Kim & Meeeee ! (By Wanyi)

I miss those days ! Urghs !

YELLOW EVERYBODY !

It's 12.32 AM ! Yet, I am wide awake !
Sure to be late tmr for work D:

Just got done with my extended warranty for my MacBook Pro registration !
Difficult luh , super tough though ):

Just to let you guys know and allow me to whine a little xD

I went to 313 with dear at EpiCentre yesterday.
Guess what ? Sist said , it won't be expensive girl !
She asked me to buy a screen and keyboard protector for my MacBook Pro.
Just these 2 is already over $100 -.-
So I decided to buy over $200 so that I can have the $50 discount.
& Yea , true enough , I bought over $200..
I bought a crystal red case for my external skin , screen protector , keyboard protector and a palm rest protector @ $228.
The most expensive one is the red crystal case of my MacBook Pro.
It cost $98. HAHAHA.
Though it's red crystal but it isn't those typical kind of crystal casing.
I am certain that this is a super solid one , it's super hard and true enough , it added on to the weight -.-
And hey ! My keyboard protector is RED too ! NICE TO USE ^^
I had a RED APPLE MACBOOK PRO ! Hahahaha.
I am so in love with RED ! & YES ! My properties are all red ^^

Oh gosh , Apple really earn more than 3k from me mansxz.
The MacBook Pro itself already cost $2668++
Adding on to my protectors of $288++
Plus ! My sleeve that I'm gna buy for my lappy !
It is gna be a BOMB ! B-O-M-B !

Urghs ! It hurts though , it's don't know my how many months pay loh ! Hahahaha.

Nvm , money can earn back one ^^

Anw , I finished whining ! Heeee. Thank you ! Teeeheeeeeeee.

Thanks for staying tune ah !
But I think my friends are still viewing at my c-xoxo.livejournal.com ! HAHAHA.
Loves dear ! ^^

Nightnight , I'm turning in soon ^^
I just find it super contradicting D:
Somebody enlighten me ! I'm super confused -.-

CHEECHEE !

2010-04-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Everybody !

OT today again !
Ohyea , just to update you , I didn't get any off for the whole week !
I worked for one whole week including saturday and sunday ! HAHAHA.

Today , LATE AGAIN !
Well , this is my routine , everyday must take cab to work ! HAHAHA.
Today , a new worker is here !
I needa coach her throughout..
Okay luh, she's quite a fast learner but I need to get her on the rocky track for stability as told by Andrew.
Manager Clarine said I just have to use Eye power for today ! HAHAHA.
Chief manager , Joe said they'll miss my voice and noises after I leave.
LAST DAY THIS THURSDAY !
I was made to make jelly for them , ROAR ! Promised them already ! HAHAHA.
I am sure to miss them cause they're sure to miss me..
They keep asking me to come back for part time after school started.
I am still considering. HAHAHA !

Byeeeeeeeeee people , gotta do my Work order issue NOW ! Heh.

Every night before I turn in ,
You are all that I am thinking about..
Boy , I LOVE YOU ^^

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CHEECHEE !

2010-04-08T16:29:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooooo Everybody! HOLA !

Received my Visa card yesterday. Like FINALLY !

Been super long since I feel this kind of feeling of being so freee at work.

Know why ?! Because ANDREW THAM isn't here TODAY ! xD

I just changed my blogskin ! Nice ? xD Kinda freeee like , you know ? Heee.

Sad to say, it's sharifah's last day today D:

We ordered a bowl of flowers and a super cute bear online and had it delivered to her ^^

She said she was super touched ! HAHAHAHA.

We took photos and such ! HAHAHA.

Procurement team didn't join us , I am half half ah ! Half procurement and inventory so I took with them xD

I know I very thick skin laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . HAHAHA.

THIS IS ME MAHSXZ !

Rowena complained that I only picked up her call twice out of 10 times she called. HAHAHA.

She asked me throw away my phone D:

Sorry luh dear , I know you miss me xD I miss you tooo ! Teeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee.

ChongHaosiang says I didn't say I love him , zzz -.-

I LOVE YOU CHONG HAOSIANG ! HAHAHAHA.

I am looking forward to the outcome of my timetable ! Why isn't it out YET !?!

My pair of beautiful eyes are closing soooooooon ! HAHAHA.

My stupid idiotic cousy Ander ! She bought Shih Tzu already ! Super cuteeeee !

She was tempting me to buy one ! I WANT !

But momma and sist won't allow , I bet !

I want a dog badly toooo ):

It requires a lot of patience and commitment though , it's quite time consuming luhhhhh.

NEVERTHELESS ! I STILL WANT TO GET ONE !

I don't care ! Heeeeeeeeee. Gna pysco my momma tonight ! Heeeeeee.

I think she'll say , "You everytime go your boyf house, where got time !"

Sist just called , she said a straight NO ! into my ears D:

GONE GONE GONE !

70% GONE ! Cause momma listens to my sist a lot ! HAHAHA.

But nevermind luh, then I can continue to focus on my MMA ! Heeeee.

9th - Mathematic tuition for Zen
15th - Last day at work
16th - Induction Programme
17th - Pedicure with Anderyn
18th - Msia with colleagues

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CHEECHEE !

2010-04-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

First and fore most , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL CHONG ! ^^

Hopefully you like the wallet ^^ Definitely I bet , cause you choose it ! HAHAHA.

Secondly , I am happy today ! ^^v
I don't know why , but I just feel super good today..
Maybe I am just that happy everyday , hahaha.
Everyday just starts off with a good day and I am super contented ^^
Ohyea ! I wasn't late for work today ! It's so abnormal xD

School starts is getting nearer and nearer !
Everyone at work is starting to say "I am gna miss you and your laughters and jokes so much !"
I felt so appreciated. Teeeheeeeeeeeeeee.
I am gna miss them more than they do mansxz. The fun and laughters they brought to me , is so memorable D:
How are days gna be like w/o them ? Enlighten me please ..

Chuah said this to me this morning "With your talent and potential in talking , you should be in sales line !"
Chuah and Andrew said if I don't work in law firm , it's a waste. HAHAHA !
Know why ? Because I am always the one being super guailan and shooting them til their jaws drop !
No words for them to retalliate. HAHAHA.

Suckers , I am so gna miss you guys , so much !
I will study hard , I will not forget you guys ! So stop saying that I will ! HAHAHA.
The colleague who brought me joys and laughters everyday !
Makes me never fail to be eager for work , make me wna come to work everyday !
At least I know , I once had you guys , the urge to see you guys again !
May not be at work , but still , we could meet up outside ^^
Like we always do , go sing k & drinking session ! HAHAHAHA.
Really , it'd been rather nice working with you people..
Even managers are fun to talk to , play with & jokes ^^v
Be sure that , I AM GNA MISS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH ^^ !

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I'm leaving soon ): May not be coming back to work , because I think my studies are more important..

CHEECHEE !

2010-04-05T13:08:00.001+08:00

Hola ! HAHAHA. This is how El Toro Restro Bar greets customers ^^

Lunch time ended !
I had Maggie Mee , was rather lazy to travel out for lunch ;x
I think Baby's gna kill me if he knows I had maggie for lunch xD

It's rather busy today D:
Haven't stop my finger from typing since morning.
Doing tonnes of work , but I seriously enjoy it xD
Being able to help out really make it super meaningful ! Cause we are all doing a part in our area ^^

Had dinner at baby's place ytd , after mahjong. I stayed over. HAHAHA.
Momma was like "Call your phone so many times , I scared you late for work ley !"
Momma is forever so cute ! I love her ttm ! Heeeeeeeeeeee.

Gna get back to work !

Manager Clarine gave us each individual a bear with our name printed up on the teeeshirt ! Super cute !
She said it's advance Xmas present. Actually it's her farewell gift to us luh xD
Alvin is super cute !
He brought his daughter gameboy to work and was playing like a little boy. HAHAHA !

I love Weatherford Internation Logging ^^

BYEBYE ! ^^

A BUSY WEEKEND !

2010-04-04T13:46:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO EVERYBODY !

I am still figuring out how to use the MacBook Pro okay ! -.- HAHAHA.
I'm currently using it ^^
It's supa different from windows. HAHAHAHA.

I'm currently holding two jobs ^^
WFT , my favourite ! El Toro Restro Bar , my all time night life ^^
I still prefer night life , so much ^^ I really missed night life ! HAHAHA.

Poly is starting , supposed to quit WFT soon but procurement manager asked me to stay on to help him out and prolly I'll stay on cause I'll be under him.
I don't mind , he's a good boss ^^
I think I should really just count myself lucky to meet such nice bosses ^^

I had a busy weekend !

Friday was GOOD FRIDAY ! Baby's place & WORK !
Saturday was Grandma's birthday @ Bedok ^^ & tuition at Tamp. I swear the kid is too smart for tuition luhhhh ! Make me feel so lousy. HAHAHA.
Sunday , which is today , my cousin, Doris, gave birth to her 1st child , a son ! Super adorable I SWEAR ! Celebration was held at Florida condo ^^ Later on at 3pm , will be having Mahjong session at PSR , Jessie's place with Benson and Brenda ^^

Was rather quiet that day , I thought through out the night as long as I was awake.

The 11sisters , us , we had one God-father. Who really treated us like his children.

Cook for us good food , give some cigarette when they want..

Flash back , all was just simply flash back..

Two years back , he had an heart attack and died in his Restaurant Toilet.

It came out on News , I bet many knew about it..

We , the 11 , were too shock to even react..

Just the day before , we had reunion there , at the very restaurant.

Is this really call fate ?

He was just as fine as any normal man , just one night , he's over..

All gone , vanished into ashes..

Thinking back about it , I really miss him A LOT.

God-father , are you living off well in your world ? Are you still as happy and cheerful as before ?

I really wonder .. Because , I missed you , for all these years ..

Forever , my only thumbs up chief (:

I'm looking forward to what has become of us , 8 years down the road.

I'm looking forward to what my life has become , 10 years down the road.

With or without you , my dear..

We seemed like , we're aiming for the same goal post.

Will we ? Or will we not ? Achieve it together as one ..

Will you leave for another 1st ? Or will I leave 1st ? I really wonder ...

CHEECHEE

2010-03-27T09:58:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody and anybody ! HAHAHAHA

GUESS WHAT IS THE SPECIAL DAY 3MONTHS FROM NOW !?!
EXACTLY 3MONTHS FROM NOW ! YOU GUESS !
I AM SURE ALL MY DEARS KNOW ^^ LOVEYA !
BE PREPARED TO HAVE THE GREATEST PARTY YO !
BECAUSE IT'S ME , TAN CHEEYEN ! HAHAHA !

I'm back at work today despite it's a saturday !
Unfortunately ! The server is DOWN officially on every Saturday ! Zzzzz.
I'm gna kill Andrew the supervisor of mine !
Well , we all didn't know..
Cause none came back on Saturday since JDE is up ! HAHAHA.
But he's coming down at 12pm to buy my lunch lunch ! ^^
Luckily I have other things to do other than JDE system if not I'll be gg crazysxz because I travelled so far down just for JDE ! HAHAHA.
Waiting for the serial numbers of the motor so that I can upload into Excel sheet ! HAHAHA.

At the moment , I AM FREEEEE ! HAHAHA.

Chong Haosiang is deeply asleep !
He's gg to Msia later on D:
I'll be a lonely single lady for 3 days ! >.<
Well , it's okay !
Because CHEECHEE has many many friends ! They'll be keeping me accompany fully during these 3 days!
HAH ! I am gna MAHJONG ! HAHAHAHA.
Maybe at the girls' place tonight or tmr night ! HAHAHA.
Sooooo bored !
Keep thinking that monday is my last day then I recalled that I extended my leave date ! HAH !
Going down to Eltoro for my 2nd Interview later on ! ^^
I think I'm quite sure to be recruited in ^^ Cause normally if you enter 2nd interview is a confirmation ^^
That goes for my current job tooo ! I went for 2nd Interview and I got started the next day!
& It's been 4months plus working here already ! No regrets with working here though it's kinda far !
But I have made super nice and good friends here ! HAH !

1. 4th April , Mj at Jessie's place with Brenda & Benson !
2. I wna get my teeth polished at the dental ASAP !
3. Tmr night 28th March , prolly Mj at the girls' place.. Maybe Rowena ? Or Kailim ? HAH. Let the boss do the decision , not me ! HAH.
4. 30th March , Orientation Camp , 3 days 2 nights !
5. 16th April , Induction Programme !
6. Knowing my classmates ! HAHAHA.
7. CHECK POLY TIME TABLE !
8. 19TH APRIL , POLY START ! HAH.
9. I think I'll be doing shopping with my daughter today for my Poly stuffs ^^

CHEECHEE

2010-03-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeee !

It's my very very first time using my Macbook Pro to blog ^^
Superrrr happy with my Macbook Pro !
The vendor personally send to my door step you know !
I think I am the only one luh ! Cause I was super busy with work so I didn't have the time to even go down to Ngee Ann to collect..
Yes ! I super love my MacBook Pro !
Super beautiful ^^ It's super fast toooooo !
JUST ! It's incredibly amazing ^^

I just can't wait for school to start ! ^^

Steven have been asking me to stay over at Weatherford to work awhile longer before school reopen because I requested to leave one month before..
My manager and supervisor asked me to stay tooo.
Considerations were made and I have decided to stay over till my Induction Programme in school.
Sharifah is leaving on the 8th , Clarin is leaving on the 12th & I'm leaving on the 15th of April..
We're all leaving .. I spoke to some , realised there are more to come D:
A new lady is coming on the 12th to replace me for my duty..
So I agreed to stay over for 3 days after she joined just to guide her through loh..
By then Ander will be super busy with Commercial Invoices liao..
Lead the new lady for 3days and I will leave for Poly life ^^

Let me elaborate on event happened yesterday ^^

Everyone reported for work yesterday !
So .. Followed as scheduled !
WHAT IS THAT ?!
My Farewell celebration after work !
The huge group of us took transport and alight at Ehub ^^
Had HongKong Street Cafe for our dinner and we were all complaining about the food and drinks xD
Aftermath was Kbox & drinking !
We had a super huge room I swear !
Everything that happened is tooo long for a brief !
Jeff left 1st , followed by Vincent, Marco , Bong , Brenda & Andrew @ 11pm respectively.
Left Alvin , Steven , Ander & Me !
We were super crazy & high !
The old people like Alvin & Steven couldn't stand Ander & I singing R&B.
It made them goes berserk ! HAHAHAHAA.
It was super fun ! Guess what ?! We sang till 2plus in the morning and cabbed home !
We seriously got a problem luh ! HAHAHAHAA.
If KBox isn't closing at 2am and it's 24hrs , I think we may even sing till work starts luh !

THE STORY HAVEN'T ENDED !

THE NEXT DAY , WHICH IS TODAY , THE 4 OF US WERE LATE FOR WORK !
Alvin was late for 40mins.
Ander took half day off because of insufficient sleep, informed before hand.
Steven too took half day off, informed before hand.
Me , I sleep till 12plus in the noon then I call Andrew and tell him I finish my half day and am ready to go for work ! HAHAHA.
Imba right me ? xD
They were saying we're super steady , really say late come all really late come. HAHAHA.

I love this company and my colleague ^^
How much am I gna miss them ! Those fun fun moments !
I won't forget them laaaaaaaaa !
I am sure to feel very uneasy when school starts and I do not have to take a cab down to work every morning and being disturbed by the idiots !
The vulgarities flying here & there !

Ohya !
I had my farewell yesterday , I am gna have another one xD
Cause I just decided to stay longer today xD
So will be having a farewell tgt with Clarin & Sharifah.
We're gna leave soooon D:

Oh yea , I am gna change back to c-xoxo.livejournal.com after I finish working at Weatherford !
Cause I would be able to use livejournal again ^^ no www. pleaseeeeeee !

Nights people !
It's time for my lappy to rest !

Love C ^^
Haosiang is going to Msia with his brother on Saturday !
Sigh , how things are gg to change D:

Orientation Camp 3 days 2 nights at Ngee Ann Poly !
Induction Programme at Ngee Ann Poly !
Interview at Eltoro !
Visit the dentist !
Upload software into my MacBook Pro !
SCHOOL STARTS !

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CHEECHEE !

2010-03-19T13:09:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody !
I'm working and I am currently quite freeeeee !
Nothing to do ~ ! HAHAHAHA.

I had Tomyum Fish slice for lunch ! Heeee.
Was crapping with Ander & Marco !
That stupid Bong snatch my CEO chair ! HAHAHAHA.

This morning got pissed off by the stupid idiotic dog ! URGHS ! $%^&*%^&*()

Shall just briefly update about my weekends !

Saturday went prawning with colleagues at Bishan , super fun !
I was a 1st timer , I caught like 10prawns !?! Super fun okay !
Sunday was Paya Lebar with Mommma !
BUT ! My period came , down with bad migraine !
Monday was back to work !
& I forgot what happened xD
Wednesday went Bugis with Wanyi & Juncui !
Was super crazysxz gossiping bout a BREAK VOICE GIRL !
Had our dinner at iluma's Empire State , super nice food !
Then dessert at BENTEN !
They super good at eating , especially Juncui !
She has super good figure yet she can eat quite a lot , I envy her mansxz ! HAHAHA.

Thursday which is ytd , OT and aftermath was to Haosiang's place ^^

Today is .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROWENA NG YAN LIN !
My dearest darling ! She's 18th THIS YEAR ! FINALLY ^^
Gna meet Sarah my bitch ass at Town today and heading over to Cathay to meet the clique to celebrate Rowena's birthday !
Aftermath will be drinking at Hotel ! HAHHAHAA.
Sarah said Rowena would be more than happy to get Angbaos instead of present !
So we scratched over our head just to decide how much we wna give her ! HAHAHA.

Now gna wait for work to end !

Yesterday was crazily taking photos with my colleague !
Because my last day is approaching !
And ! I am super sad ! I am so gna miss them luh !!!!

Manager resigned too , my best friend Sharifah tooo.
Sharifah teased me by saying I started the ball rolling because I gna leave 1st. HAHAHA.
Manager Clarin teared in front of us..
Can tell that she can't bear to leave but she has her own reason tooo.
Maybe it's too much of pressure !
Understandable luh , Weatherford became such a big company in such a short time..
It's quite tough bah. Sigh .. It's the company's loss to lose such a good manager D:

Well , I'm gna enjoy myself so much tonight with my dearest clique !
Drinking again ! I think I'm up to drinking addiction already..
Have been drinking every weekends !

Saturday will be drinking and singing at Bedok..
Sunday will be gg interview with my daughter ONGSHIHAN !
My Macbook Pro 13" will be delivered to me on Sunday late afternoon !
HEEEEEE !
I can't wait mansxz ! Teeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeee !
School is starting ..
Next next week will be having orientation camp in Ngee Ann Poly xD
I am like super excited okayyyyyy ! ^^

CIAO PEOPLE !

CHEECHEE!

2010-03-05T10:22:00.002+08:00

Heyyo people ! :D:D:D:D

GUESS WHAT ?! I guess this may be a super shocking news to you guys xD

I had a major haircut ! From the length of touching my butt to shoulder length hair xD
Went to Monsoon branch out Twister , for a haircut ytd before I took my photo for passport and poly pass as well as Poly EZ link card. hahahaha.
I know my girls will kill me and nag at me when they see the length but I am super satisfied with my style now.
Though it is kinda short but it's really nice xD
Ytd took half day leave to settle my Poly Form E & everything , was rather hectic.
But time was super consuming so didn't have the time so Andrew gave me a full day leave. HAHAHA.
Luckily I decided to cut my hair at a good salon cause it is a risk and major cut !
Never ever go to a normal salon cause they may spoil your hair.
Previously I cut my hair at this normal salon , my hair was spoiled by them !
My hairstylist was super funny , after cutting my hair she told me "My hand very tired ley !"
The lady who washed and dry my hair for me also said the same thing aye ! HAHAHA. xD
Pay day is hereeeeeeeeeeeee ! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Bought a top from SENSE. Super nice xD
Every urgent form for Poly is done.
Now left with purchasing my notebook and all the financial stuffs as well as my vision checkup..
Sigh ! My course requires me to buy a MAC BOOK ! Expensive ley ! It's compulsory somemore ! HAHAHA
Hopefully I won't get terminated out of my course because I have partial colour blindness D:
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE D:

Tonight will be celebrating Haosiang's Jiumu's birthday.
Tmr will be Mj at Jessie's place.
Sunday will be ... IDK YET XD
I wna go facial sooooo badly xD HAHAHAHA

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CHEECHEE!

2010-03-03T10:27:00.001+08:00

Tears evaporates together with the memories..
Knowing that it is all over ...

Yesterday Wanyi called me in the middle of the night , guess what !?!
She asked me whether I wna join singing class with her , of course I wanted ! HAHAHA
My ambition man ! I told you , I am super ambitious xD

It is super easy at work today :D
I got disturbed until super jialat due to some reasons , all thanks to Anderyn !

I'm super bored now .. Nothing to do..
I wished I could turn back time then I won't be suffering all these shits.
I could have become the happiest lady in the whole universe !
I wished I wished & I wished..

Everything seemed like it is in a mess now..
Why do you have to mess up my life like this ?
Why don't I deserve a chance to choose what kind of life I wna live ?
I really miss them , so much ..

Ngee Ann Poly just sent the enrollment package few days back..
Gotta take my EZ-Link photo soon to get my poly pass. Hee.
I'm super excited bout my poly life with my classmates , I bet it is gna be super fun ! Heeee.
Orientation camps are coming up super soon ! I am super duper excited mansxz !
The friends that I am gna make , though I hate to make new friends , no choice , this is life ^^
Gna try my very best to adapt to my super off course.. I don't really like it D:
HAHAHAHA. But I heard it is super fun , hahahaha. Am kinda motivated to try on luh. HAHAHA.
No problem , I believe with my standard & discipline , I am gna stay through the 3 years with good flying colours ! HAHAHA.

It's HSE meeting now , I hope the presentation goes well for Andrew ^^

I'm looking forward to our traveling (:

If you love me then , THANK YOU.
If you hate me then , FUCK YOU !

CHEECHEE!

2010-02-26T15:13:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY !

Working now ! But very freeeeeeee D:
Nothing to do loh ! Siansxz ttm ! HAHAHAHA.
Had Mac'd with Anderyn , Jeff & Chuah..

No over time today :D

Later heading down to Bedok with Ander for Medicure & Pedicure ! ^^
Aftermath will be down to China town to meet Haosiang's momma & co. for ktv & drinking !
I bet it will be fun , definitely ! ^^

Haosiang's aunt ask me next tuesday cannot over time , cause they ask me go play mahjong over at their place ! HAHAHAHA.
So cuteeee right ! HAHAHAHA.

I'm so bored..

Every lies you created , you need more & more to cover one after another..
Tell me how to trust you ?
My heart is breaking now..
It's such a confusion !

CHEECHEE!

2010-02-25T13:43:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY !!!!!!!!!

It's lunch break !
Ander & Chuah went up to buy Nasi Brani for meeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^
My leg is like hurting sooooooooooooo much ! HAHAHAHA.

Past few days' lunch were superb !
The day before yesterday's lunch was with our bosses at a seaside restaurant !
We had shark's fin ! Yummy ! Though my wound can't take seafood xD HAHAHA
Yesterday's lunch was buffet at 1100.

My heart is in confusion mansxz.
How should I react to things around me ?
Should I continue to be nice like how I am ? Or change to prevent myself from getting hurt ?
I really don't know..
Don't tell me you wna be with me and never hurt me because you're afraid to lose me..
What's the point of knowing my importance and my nice being after doing so many silly things..
Am I not better than her ? She has got nothing better compared to me , frankly..

Upcoming events !
Going Karaok & drinking with Haosiang's family members !
Mahjong at Jessie's place with Benson and Brenda.
Class BBQ
Suntec with my family for sistic perfomance of Zhu Ge Liang !
Maybe massage with company ! :D:D:D

CHEECHEE!

2010-02-24T10:25:00.001+08:00

Compromise anything but Love (:

Hello Everybody !

Currently at work ! Have been rather busy & so I didn't have the time for updates ! HAHAHA
Played mahjong with Haosiang's Aunt , Momma & aunt's friend.
I lost money AGAIN ! HAHAHA. But they say don't need pay so much , only 20 will do.
So nice right, but I still feel super bad and I feel very uneasy when I see them ley. HAHAHA. Paisehsxz xD

BIG NEWS !
My small tigh got burnt by the exhaust pipe of the stupid bike ! ROAR !
Painpain leysxz !
Long story , but super funny ! Thanks for my kaypo ! HAHAHA.
Haosiang's Aunt keep laughing , she is super cute ! I love her to the max ! HAHAHA.

CNY is coming to an end soon mansxz. Sad D:

My leg is hurting like nobody's business but I am still cool about it , no stress.
After awhile will be fine I hope ! HAHAHA.

Went Ktv & drinking with Haosiang's family !
We drink and sang ! So fun ! I love singing mansxz.
So fun ! HAHAHAHA. We really did enjoy yo !

I'm super tired , eyes closing ! Bored ttm !
Jeff bought me this chocolate , after you eat it , the wrapper got wordings one.
So nice , good meaning tooo (:

Class BBQ on Friday !
Kenny & co. were barking at me for gg to the BBQ cause it have been super long since I meet them.
When I say I am gg , they were like "FINALLY MAN !"
What kinda reply loh ! HAHAHAHA.

Poly is starting sooon mansxz.
Ngee Ann Poly here I come !
I am gna continue my passion for Hiphop dance and Muay Thai !
Good choice , good school , good course (((:

Every night before I sleep , I prayed..
Hoping that you will be able to sort out your feelings soon.
You will be fine alright !
Like I've said , I will always be there for you ! :D

CHEECHEE!

2010-02-17T10:43:00.001+08:00

I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY !

Met Jaslyn& Samuel , as usual , make me xiasway & we fight like how we do , best friends ^^
Jaslyn came over for painting over at my place , super nice now my house ^^
CNY 1st day was visiting over at Granny's place with all my relatives, super fun & no doubt , we're still as close , except that stupid Ander is NOT IN SPORE D:
This year was a BOO cause didn't meet up with my 11 D:
Back to Haosiang's place then Alex call & jio , but too late , NEXT TIME ! D:
Gambled black jack with his family & I become banker ! ^^
I love Haosiang's aunty to the max ! She super love to disturb me ! HAHAHA
Then proceeded to Mahjong with his Aunty , Uncle & father.. Super fun I swear !
I simply just love his Aunty ! HAHAHAHA. Lao Yusheng in between , super funny xD
2nd day of CNY , out with Haosiang for Movie , it's our 8th Monthsary.
He gave me ankle & roses for V.day & 8th monthsary ! I got him Braun Buffel wallet ^^
His Aunt jio-ed for Mahjong again (: This time round is with his Mother & Aunt's friend & Aunt.
3rd day was Mahjong with his momma , aunt & aunt's friend !
3days straight Mahjong , til midnight 3am also have ! HAHAHAHA.
It's TODAY ! Wednesday ! Working day ! ^^
I collect Angbaos again xD
I just love my working colleagues ! Super fun & freedom ^^
Starting to get busy now :D

A story of a triangle love ..
She has a boyf, Mr A & told Mr B to find a better girl. But Mr B told her that he had already found a better girl but the girl already has a boyf. She was stucked in between , confusion. Pathetic. No worries girl , you're brave & strong , I am sure , you'll make it through !
I am always behind to support you !

Jeff's daughter's 1year old birthday @ downtown east chalet !
Genting with my rightful cliques (:

CHEECHEE

2010-02-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody !

Done with my Purchasing Order , nothing to do AGAIN ! D:
Everyone went for HSE meeting !!!
I have to change to my safety boots cause the head is here to check !
Safety boots is sooooo HEAVY ! Made of metal mahsxz. HAHAHA.

I am sooooo bored ! JCMC is coming over to my place to paint my house together with me ^^
Probably staying over or so ? Idk , up to her ! HAHAHA.
As long as I can meet up with her , I AM HAPPY ENOUGH !

Ander is sick , didn't attend work today due to her swollen throat..
Take good care of yourself please my dearest (:
Get well soon alright , have plenty of rest , drink lotsa water cause tmr will be another hectic day at work ! ^^

So bothered with my hairstyle now D:
Yea , natural super straight hair..
Nobody believes I never ever reboned my hair yet it is sooooo straight D:
Kinda bored of this hairstyle for 18years already !
I wna perm my hair ! But idk what kinda perm suits me D:
Since sec4 I wanted to perm it , but wanted to finish my N's & now when I am even done with my O's , I haven't even perm it !
I only cut it D: HAHAHA.
Everyday Steven is asking me when am I cutting my hair when I actually cut my hair 2weeks ago !
Exactly ! My hair grow super fast ^^ Straight some more xD
Envy me , I know .. But I still wna curl it ! HAHAHA.

Gna start teaching tuition around March ^^ Primary 4 boy (:
Gna give JCMC freee tuition for her cause she's taking for Private O's this year.
She is my BEST FRIEND ! I want the best for her ! :D

BORED BORED BORED !

Excitement :

Appeal result !
Outing with Aunty Lilian & Cheryl ^^
PAY DAY !
Chinese New Year
Gathering with my 11sisters (:
Steamboat with 11 (:
Visiting over at my place for lovesssssss (:
Jogging everyday !
New hairstyle for my hair !
MY 18 BIRTHDAY !!!!

Never have I thought that I could actually enter Ngee Ann Poly.
Because I was so rebellious in secondary school days.
My hard work really paid off , I entered the 2nd best poly in Singapore..
So proud of myself..

I MISS ALL MY TEACHERS !
Especially Mrs Norlinda & Mr Ng JJ , Mr Zaidi & Ms Widayah !
I miss Redcross sooooo MUCH !
I miss those marching days & all super tough Leadership camps..
If it wasn't Redcross , I couldn't picture what am I now..
I learnt how to be determined & discipline in every single/little things I do..
All the scoldings & everything taught me how to be so strong..

5 years in CVSS , gone through everything , all kind of obstacles..
I have grown up ! But still room for more improvement ^^
Ms Widayah always say she sees me as an Ahlian during lower secondary period but now a potential leader ((:
If it hadn't been all the tough teachers, I would not be who I am today..

GREAT LOVE & THANKS TO ALL THE CVSS TEACHERS !

I think I was really childish for being so rebellious in the past , because I didn't realised all the scoldings were all meant to be good for myself , now I do ...

I have a great Mother & Sister (:
Sister is super tough and strict on me , that is what I have become today (:
I love my dad too , (:
Frankly speaking , I miss my brother a lot D:
If only I have a complete family , sigh ..

Thank God , He showered me with his love , Amen (:

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ! I AM SO BORED ! D:
HAHAHAHA!
Any nice blogskins to intro ?
I prefer my Lj more , but a pity I can't use Lj during work , it's BLOCKED !

PEACE OUT EVERYBODY !

CHEECHEE

2010-02-02T13:30:00.005+08:00

Hello Everybody !

I am sooooooooo boreeeeeeeeeeeed !
Now vulgarities is bend in Weatherford International Logging , Unit 2.
They say is for my own goood , hahahahaaaa.
Each time a vulgarity heard , fine 50cents D:
I got fined $1 already..

HEH ! Just done with my Purchasing Order Tracking , currently very freeeeeeeeeeee !^^

Had lunch , it was superb ! FULLLL mansxz..

Thanks uh Steven , he actually sms me telling me that I got into my 1st choice appeal -.-

So funny & cute he is ! HAHAHAHA.

I love working here !

HIPHOP CLASSSSSSSSSSSS ! ^^

ANYWAY !
I am adult already leyyyyyyy !
Now my fare is adult fare ley !
ANGRY D: So expensive cansxz !
Normally is 45cents will do , but now its $1.11 frm sk to psr D:
Must buy back bus concessions already D:
After poly start must buy train concession, heh heh..

Painting my house ^^
Many people wants to come over to my place mansxz ^^
Result isn't out today..
Make me excited for nothing , will be between 5Feb to 6March 2010.
Thinking bout results , I am sure that stupid dog won't make it for her O'levels _|_

Read up once I get my course.
Shopping with Aunt Lilan and Cheryl Chong for CNY clothes ^^
Work harder and achieve a better goal in life :)
I WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY !
Mountain climbing coming up !
Thailand Trip in August or earlier ?
I WANT TO GO TO CRUISE !
SAVING UP MONEY !!!!!!!!!
Meet up with my primary school LOVESSSSSSSSSS !
Organising a Chalet ^^
AWAITING FOR MY OFFICIAL 18 ^^

I am turning 18 this year ! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?!
Every year wishing for an older year but now that I am turning 18 , I don't wna grow any older D:
Maybe taller ? xD

CHEECHEE

2010-02-01T10:30:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody !

Currently in office doing NOTHING ^^
Waiting for JDE system to start .
So at the mean time , I shall blog ^^

Damn , the result is out !
14 points and I got into the mass communication or whatsoever thingy.
Pissed to the max ! I was never interested in this kinda course..
Every time when people come to CVSS for this talk , I always try all means to get away from it.
So boring cansxz. I don't like it ..
But Mrs Norlinda ask me not to appeal cause animation is getting bigger (:
She printed my testimonial for me ^^ I love her to the max (:
Appealed , hopefully I get into my business courses ^^
Heh heh.. Tmr will know the result uh ! HAPPY ^^

JDE system started ! IDK what am I suppose to do , Sales transfer & Procurement ? HAHAHA.

Poly life is starting soooon ! ^^
Most of my classmates are gg to Ngee Ann Poly tgt ! So happy ^^
At least I got friends thereeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

I miss Jaslyn Chong Mei Chan so muchhhhhhhhhhhh ^^

That fucking bitch really pissed me off ! ANGRY !
Idk what am I gna do next , just wait and see though (:

Life have been great with these fun people around !
Pay day is here !!!!
$$$$$$$
This month will be better than last month. Teeeheeeeeeeeeee (:

BYEBYE !

CHEECHEE

2010-01-24T14:42:00.002+08:00

Stupid bitch , if you want to say , come to our face..

Don't act pity in your blog and say all sorts of stupid stuffs.

Since when did we say it's your fault ?

Whose the one who insulted me ?

You , and him , do things behind my back..

You expect me to not get angry ?

How ?

How shameless is it ?

My heart is not make of plastic , mind you..

If you were me , how would you feel?

He,stood by you , what about me ?

I never wna give him a chance..

Do you not know how the word guilty is spelled as , don't you ?

I teach you , G-U-I-L-T-Y.

Use all sorts of insults on me, never mind.

Just , don't let me hear that.

You'll be sorry..

Whatever , shan't let that passerby ruined my mood..

Don't understand why , I don't use vulgarities on post but some people just don't understand how to be better mannered.
Use all sorts of insults on me.
I can do better (:

Hello everybody !

Currently at office , it's SUNDAY !

But I don't mind coming back , cause my fun colleague brightens up my day!

Kinda tired you know ?!

I came back ytd , SATURDAY , tooo !

I wonder did they get drunk & had hang over.

I drank 2 or 3 bottles of beer only..

Friday at Ktv was superb , I SWEAR !

Everyone got super high !

We even club in the room , I am deprived of clubs !

They took videos of me when I was dancing with Brenda.. HAHA

Ander couldn't resist it though, she was kinda high tooo xD

LASTBUTNOTLEAST !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEVEN YEO POH LENG !

Really nice to have you around , you & Andrew taught me so much..

You all made me learnt from all my mistakes..

You all took a lot of time to nurture me , make me being able to face all challenges in work so confidently now.

Everytime say after I come, the office become very lively ,

I hope even after I leave , you guys will still be so close..

The laughters will still be there..

I don't want you guys to only be the passerbys in my life.

Thanks for all the advices & encouragements..

Yes steven ! I will takecare of myself after I leave this company..

Thank you guys so much for all the funs these few months..

We really are like big happy family though it's just a few months(:

JDE system actually started !

BUSY CHEECHEE is so gna be a mad woman already..

So proud of my company , the only company in S'pore using JDE system.

The instructor actually said , after I master JDE , it's easier to get a job in the future..

Thank God (:

But after JDE started, I'll be super busy.

So many things to do...

ROAR !

But whenever you get super busy ,

they are there to brighten up my day ! Heeee..

Sunday , today !

I skipped Hip Hop class , sorry Brenda.

Didn't mean to , but have to be back at office to do all the stock checks & stock balance adjustments.
Hopefully Melissa , the instructor won't teach new steps D:

Busy busy busy !

Clarine is such a good manager , everything , she is so capable.

Poly is starting soon !

I AM SO EXCITED BOUT IT !

I hope I get into the same school as Joash cousy !

I don't like to make new friends D:

I miss JCMC !

Sorry lazy girl ! I have to change everything to next week cause gotta come back for work.

I love JCMC !

She keep her promise to paint my house tgt with me..

Ander may be coming tooo !

HAHAHAHA.

How fun will that be , to hang out and play tgt !

PAY DAY IS COMING ONCE AGAIN !

Hoping that my Manager will grand me my half day off on 5th Feb !

Cause Haosiang's Aunt [Lilian] ask me out with his sister [cheryl] to get our CNY clothes ^^

I am definitely excited bout it !

I wna buy so many things !

HONGBAOs are coming into my pockets , I see that xD

-grinds-

Well well well ,

Chong's 1st aunt said she and cheryl will go to my place to bainian.

Cause they aren't married ^^

So funny loh . Can't stand it.

I just love Chong's family so much..

They are super good people , so harmonious !

Only laughters when they are around , so united.

I wished , I have such a family tooo, Sigh..

See ya guys !

Off to do my stock double checks ^^

Home sooooon :D

CHEECHEE IS BACK AGAIN !

2010-01-20T13:34:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY !

It's lunch timeeeeeeeeeee ! HAHAHA.
Actually it just ended , teeeheeee.
I am like choosing for the upcoming events for club cause I have promised to go at least a club event with my girls because CHEECHEE is always putting them aeroplane xD
Joash Cousy texted me & I've agreed to bring him to club for the upcoming events cause he haven't been to any YET ! But soon , he will be going ! Teeeheeee.
He said I'll be his for the whole night ! HAHAHAHA. Jokes laaaa , we're close cousy ! HAHAHA
He calls me short little don't what , I forgot , but most memorable was DUMB & SILLY GIRL ! HAHAHA.

Today will be another day ! Siansxz. But I just love it. HAHAHA.
BUSY BUSY CHEECHEE !

I love Jaslyn & Joash ! Thanks for the concern !
Joash , thanks for letting me know I will have you ! Loves !
Jaslyn , you're always more angry than I am when I am hurt or insulted , love you ttm my love !
Kenny , Black ! Thanks for the concern ! You & Cherly sure long long ! Cause you're not like those disgusting guys who lie to girlf ^^ BECAUSE OF A BICTH !

Eh bitch , change your blog url jiu change , don't keep going back to edit & edit .. If you weren't talking bout me then why look at my post and assume I was talking bout you ? Bitch face..
Jaslyn & I wants to tell you , not happy , come. Don't lanjiao wei in your lanjiao blog.. Don't edit & edit.. Don't act cute .. Your name is so common , can't be bothered.. So thick skin to even think its you ?
Your name common , your surname more common , jialat , you're not special at all , you just look like what I saw at the Dog Farm ytd , BULL DOG ?!
OH MY GOODNESS !
Talk some sense luh , who is the slut & bitch , you look at my blog & call me stalker ? I think you won't only fail your English only , probably every rest of your subjects cause you totally got NO COMMON SENSE !
No logical speaking , contradicting piece of SHIT , You bitch ! Lol.
Insult me more , see who can do better (:

I am Tan Chee Yen , I am not you , I am a human , not a BULL DOG , not you !
FUCK OFF Female bull dog , that's why I call you a bitch (:

Btw , I am not refering to you , so think about it..

Evelyn^^

My one last post.

伤的痛了，痛的哭了， 哭的累了。

容易受伤的女人 ：）

SMILES

Vainpot's 3rd & 4th celebration for her 18th Birthday :D

VAINPOT'S 2ND CELEBRATION FOR HER 18TH

VAINPOT'S 1ST CELEBRATION FOR HER 18TH

vainpot is having great time nao!

vain pot is so bored nao D:

vainpot is having bad tooth ache D':

Vainpot went for facial..

Vainpot is grumbling :D

Call me , Vain Pot..

2nd post of the day by the vain pot..

CHEECHEE IS SO BUSY TODAY D:

CHEECHEE IS SO BORED :D

PWINCESS IS SUFFERING MUCH ! {edited}

PWINCESS IS SICK D:

Half day at work :D

Healthy Lifestyle..

Another HAPPY DAY !

Another dream coming true...

What future has in stored ? {edited}

Life's like a road..

Another tiring day ..

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A BUSY WEEKEND !

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伤的痛了，痛的哭了，哭的累了。

容易受伤的女人：）