My one last post.
Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 12:18 AM
Goodbye, my love..
It's time for me to let go of this blog, the blog that filled all our memories..
Time to let go of all of them now..
You'll never expect Jasmine and I would be this good, that I realised how bad you were to me..
I really cannot believe you told her so much untruth bad things about me..
Whose the one who gets jealous easily ? I'm really at a loss of words..
When we're still together , you sms and sweet talk with her , told her all the untruth stuffs about me..
If we didn't get back in contact , I really didn't know you're such a person..
You wanto look good in front of people..
But I told you before, believe in karma , it happens.
Now I see your true colors.
Basically , you wanted her sympathy right ?
And in front of me , you told me how bad she was and called her with nasty names , make me believe that it's all true..
Why ? Why treat me like a fool ? Why ? Tell me why ..
Now , many of my friends saw you and jy tgt always..
You lied and deny till I have to beg for truth..
You admit that you met up with her and everything..
I thought it were all truth till more of them told me more than what I thought would happened.
So you lied to me because of her , just because you wanted to meet her everyday and spend time?
I can't believe you could go this close with her.
I'm not a sensitive girlf , I'm not typical girls.
I don't mind you having girl friends like you do , but why do you have to lie?
You get it ? The more you lie, the more it shows that you wanto hide something out of it..
Yet you denied and said it was nothing..
All the best for you and her..
Since you two love to do such things behind my back..
So many pair of eyes saw , why ?
Thank God , at least Jasmine is telling me the truth about what's really happening..
Now I know what a person you are..
Jy ? Shameless as her name..
Disappointed is all that I can describe you dear..
She knows you have a girlf , you know you have a girlf , yet both of you don't know how to behave..
HAHAHA. What a joke..
I really understand why telling the truth for you is so hard..
I need to tell you , I only love truth.. Truth is love , Love is truth..
Nothing else ...
Shame on you two , doesn't know how to behave , dumb..
I told you before , girlf only can have one.. Girl-friends can have many..
But you just doesn't wanto open up.. You wanto lie and lie..
You just can't stop lying..
WHY?!
I Love You , only if you learnt how to be truthful to yourself and your love ones :)
Why was I so stupid to believe all your lies ? WHY?
Why was I so stupid to give in to you when I know that you're lying?
Don't you feel guilty to me at all?
You know you were lying all these while over things between you and her, yet because you wanto cover up the lies , you shout , screamed and scolded me for nothing.
You got angry when it was all your fault and you knew you were lying..
Why did you become like this ?
Why did you betray the real love that I've for you ?
I've been treating you so well , with all my heart..
For whatever you want , I let you do it , when did I forbid you ?
I never said no to anything you like.
Neither did I stop you from making girl friends..
Why do you have to do this to me...
Do you know how much you've hurt me ?
How deep was the cut ?
The scar will always be there..
You know ?
The pain just never seemed to cease.
Seize the day..
I need some time to quiet down..
Find me only when you're truthful to yourself..
No point begging me not to go anymore..
It's too late ..
Unless you've changed..
Though till now , you're still telling me how much you love me..
I'm numb to all these pain, I feel nothing anymore..
Nobody would watch drama with me anymore..
Nobody can hug me in his embrace like how he did when I'm cold.
Nobody can do how I taught him to act cute when I'm down.
No more , there's no more of all these..
Until you change..
When will you change ? I see it next to never..
It's easier to be said then done..
Does forgiving really means that you can repeat your mistakes again and again ?
我只想说,我真的受伤了。
我将要闭上我的眼,让你走。
希望你会和她快乐。
竟然你那么想和她在一起,你再也不用骗我了。
再见了,我的爱。
我曾经用我一生来爱的男人。
为什么要辜负我对你的好?
男子汉,一人做事,一人当。
要勇于认错,才会进步。
不要不敢承认。
不是每个人都想我一样,请你懂得珍惜。
虽然她是第三者。
谢谢你,爱过,疼过,也伤过我。
我会坚强的。
Peaceout, |
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