What future has in stored ? {edited}
Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 5:42 PM
I like this background which Ander took for me.. Jeff spoiled my whole photo !
The mixture of clouds gave out this color , the feeling of mine..
The mixture of trees grew in the same soil but grow to become of different kinds.
I'd comprehend that all the pain before , exist for this very moment..
This moment that I see hope in life , in things that I want to do now & in the future..
Got to thanks all the people around me , encouraging me upteen times telling me not to give up & so.
Yes , as time goes by , I know which arena I want to work in. As time goes by, I know I am getting nearer and nearer to my goals as well as passion..
Passion needs money too but it isn't gna bring me down though it's expensive..
I will work , for how tough it takes , I will earn the money for myself to be able to do what I want.
I really dislike it when I want to work hard and go for smth I want , one would pour wet blanket and says all sorts of things. I dislike it when one isn't supportive about my decision..
It's my life , do give advice but if I am determined to do what I want , don't ever pour wet blanket , this only make me grow to hate you more (: Be more supportive , I'll appreciate it..
Ohyea , gotten my new running shoe.. Gna start running once my mense is over..
My master is Andrew Tham.. Will run with him once or twice a week.
Besides that , my partner is Chong.. He wants to run too. But only 2 of us..
I am really otw to slimming down & get fit (:
Decided , some days when I didn't work over time , I would take MRT to Bedok with Ander & I shall go to gym & mummy will be gg to Ander's hse which is my granny's place. So when my mummy's there , I will go for gym then by the time I finish my gym , they're gg home too. Then can come fetch me home mahhhh.
Smart rights xD I know.. Teeeheeeee.
But won't be going everyday luh , some days only luh..
Just came up with this decision , hopefully no one will discourage me or stop me.
I just enjoy my life being this way , deciding what I want to do and nobody's gna stop me from doing all these.. Spending sufficient time with each individual & myself..
I really love this kinda life.. Doing what I rlly want and feel contented about it as long as nobody will stop me or moan about it. HAHAHA.
Because this is my life , you can't have the say . That's what bro taught me (:
Someone asked me , what's revenge..
I didn't know how to answer that because I hate that word..
So I simply answer "it's a very childish form of action"
Then she smiled & said "I agree."
I wondered , is she feeling the same as I am ? Is she thinking the same as I am ?
Ohyea , last but not least, I got masks & fake eye lashes from SASA today.. Spent $41++. Super expensive but worth it because momma will be using it then we could spend time again.. Heeee. Money doesn't matter (: I mean the mask luh.. HAHAHA.
I just remember gotta go class bbq ltr , like ZOMG ! HAHAHA.
I am still wondering , is this fate ?
Labels: Chapter 39
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